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2008-01-21T00:29:00.000+08:00

Hey yoyo!! I've made the 2008 blog!! ^^ it's at http://ClarissaZ.blogspot.com

heee once again, WELCOME TO MY EVERYDAY LIFE :)

-HAPPY BIRTHDAY!-

2007-10-19T01:18:00.000+08:00

Hey guys! I found this really cute bulletin.. Thought of sharing it ^^ hehe! I don't know why but I've really been discovering some interesting things lately on the net.. GAGAHAHA!

Umm well, for this one. It's a list of some things will help you in knowing if you're an Indonesian.
So, you'll know if you're an Indonesian if you do (most of these things, say at least half of it or so? I'll bold those which apply to me ya! Haha!):

1)Your stomach growls when you don't eat rice for a day.

2)You believe kecap ABC could turn bad cooking to gourmet food.

3)You talk during a movie.

4)You eat fried rice in the morning. [sometimes only, though]

5)You prefer Versace or Moschino jeans over Gap or Levi's. [Errmm.. let's see.. 50:50? But my mum sure does.. I like Versace and Levi's more =/]

6)You don't think Jim Carrey is funny. [hell you're wrong! I think he's funny! Although.. retarded -_-]

7)You think Onky Alexander is a hunk. [Err.. Mind telling me who's that?]

8)You think Rhoma Irama is kampungan. [Haha! I've heard that name! Is he??]

9)You carry a 16 oz. jar of sambal to where ever you're travelling. [SO TRUE!!!]

10)Driving a car that is cheaper than $15,000 embarrasses you. [no.. I don't agree..]

11)You think dangdut is stupid, but listen to it anyways, because you are homesick. [HAHA!]

12)You are willing to travel 25 miles to buy tahu and tempe. [kinda hehe :D]

13)You are "Dreaming of a WARM Christmas". [T^T sadly..]

14)You are very good at avoiding potholes and other road hazards. [HAHAH we're good!]

15)Your local McDonald's serves rice and sambal.

16)You think Supermi is a staple food.

17)You have ever tried passing a Rp 50 coin as a quarter in a US vending machine/pay phone. [x_X uh-oh]

18)You have ever successfully bribed a police officer.

19)You have ever successfully bribed a customs officer.

20)You do your shopping in Singapore.

21)Your drivers license claims you are 5 years older then you really are. [LOL!]

22)You have ever legally bought pirated software. [XD]

23) You have ever been forced to memorize UUD'45. [would have been.. If I didn't go overseas..]

24)You have bought something from a barefooted street peddler. [amazing but true]

25)You know exactly how many islands Indonesia has. [yeash.. (_ _'')]

26)You have ever eaten something sold off a cart on wheels.

27)You realized that money is everything before you were six. [LOL! what the hell!]

28)The first thing that comes to mind when hearing the word "Jakarta" is "macet". [freak! Need I say more??]

29)Someone you know has ever ridden on top of a train. [Nope.. Know no one but i DO know that this happens. Just look it up on the news! LOL]

30)Your daily commute includes thinking up new ways to ride the city bus for free. [o_O HOW THE HELL DID YOU KNOW?! HAH!]

31)You don't mind people being late. [Errmm.. It depends but most of the time true hehe!]

32)You think standing in line is a waste of time. [most definitely -_-]

33)You have tried every Monday of your youth trying to avoid upacara bendera. [Umm not really every single Monday but I did try a few times :D]

34)You have used a mosquito repellant that looks like a coil and is lit on one end. [gila.. Itu kan Indo bgt!]

35)You use the terms "Ni yee", "-lah" and "Ih, jijay" on daily basis [DUUHH]

36)You know what Pancasila is, what it means and know it by heart. [We were forced -_-]

37)You complain that movies in America don't have sub-titles. [used to.. Not anymore :)]

38)Your daily conversation may include enactments of TV commercials. [*slaps forehead* MATILAAHH x_x]

39)You have ever consulted a dukun. [heh? Mang gw kerasukan?]

40)Your whole class has ever cheated on a test, and gotten away with it.

41)You have ever spent the night before an exam looking for someone who sells the questions. [Hello~ I'm such an angel :P]

42)You like the smell of terasi. [SO NOT!]

43)You think the Thomas Cup is equal to the Super Bowl.

44)You can name a manufacturer of shuttlecocks/badminton birdies.

45)You have a 16' satellite dish hidden in your back yard. [HAHA!]

46)You have ever ridden in a motor vehicle with three wheels. [MATILAH! Itu kana bajaj!!]

47)You miss your maid during laundry day.

48)Your clothing has brand names printed on it that is visible from 50' away. [Haha most?? Nyokap yang suruh! LOL]

49)You attend weddings only until you are done eating. [huh? i thought we go to weddings just for the food?? Errmm.. I mean, SERIOUSLY!]

50)You have attended weddings that you are not invited to. [LOL!?]

51)You go to McDonald's to get your weekly supply of ketchup, salt, pepper and napkins. [HAHA napkins doang, monyong!]

52)You know more than one music group that stole the tune of Cranberries' "Zombie".

53)You have a can of Baygon on your kitchen table. [Kok di kitchen table? di deket kitchen table lah.. NOT on it!]

54)You make major decisions based on gengsi. [Kadang.. Super seldom]

55)You take advantage of Wal-Mart's 30 days money-back-guarantee to "borrow" home appliances. [-_-]

56)Someone in your family has extra pockets in his outfit to hide cookies from the all-you-can-eat bar. [HAUHUAHUAHUAHUAH]

57)You have paid more then $1000 to get your name on your license plate.

58)When watching TV you regularly find that all the channels broadcast the same thing. [solat kan?]

59)You know more than 10 acronyms/abbreviations. [Let's see.. ABCD, ABCDEFG, C spasi D, ASAP, PI, PIK, SC, PS, TA, TGIF, TTYL. Ok that's more 10!]

60)You set the ring tone of your cell phone as loud as possible. [Jadi malu...]

61)You spend your weekends at an expensive five star hotel near your house. [Eh! dulu waktu kecil iya..]

62)You have one of those gigantic 5000 watts stereo systems even though you can't turn it as loud as you can since you live in a crowded neighborhood. [Lol! But I think it's spoilt already though..]

63)Your Toyota Kijang is packed with bull bar, fog lights, roof rail, car alarm, expensive car audio, gold plated emblems, tail light "protector", racing steering wheels, sports muffler, lowered
suspension.

Haha.. I did/have done/have/am 40/63 of them! LOL! XD

Alright.. Now, I'm gonna fly soon.. My flight's at 10.30 AM and am going off from home at 8 AM x_x gosh.. don't think I'm going to sleep no more.. Maybe just a short nap =/

Hey, Clement! Spidyman! Have faith ya! I'm sure that you're going to be promoted ^^ Hehe.. I have faith!!! =D Just. don't worry too much.. I'm so sorry that I'm going to Indo this fast and I can't accompany you much longer.. But just.. Be happy okay? You've given you're best shot! ^o^

Okay, to all the others.. Those who are flying to Indo too.. I'll be waiting!! Well, although we won't be on the same island xD But for those who have reached Indo.. Just SMS me on my number.. you know, the one that I used. Hehe =D Tah tah.. See ya guys!! Oh ya.. Thanks too! OH! And Sarah too!! =D THNX!! Yi Si!! have fun!! Husna~ See you~!! ^o^ heheheh and the others as well!!

Oh!! And to those who realised.. I just installed a "Visitor counter" thing under my clock!! ^o^ hehehe!!

Muackz!

-What's With The Sense of Poise and Rationality?-

2007-10-18T03:13:00.000+08:00

Well, I am not a Chemistry student OR a science student at that. But it just so happen that I am going to leave Singapore tomorrow and am.. well, staying up late, as late as ever and am looking for some.. Entertainment. Have been watching lots of shows and such. That was when I came across this.. Joke. Sit back, read and enjoy.

Well, this was a question posted by a professor to his students. Be amazed by the answer XD

Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic
(absorbs heat)?

Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law
(gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some
variant.

One student, however, wrote the following:

First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we
need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate
at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a
soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving.
As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different
religions that exist in the world today.

Most of these religions state that if you are not a member of their
religion, you will go to Hell. Since there is more than one of these
religions and since people do not belong to more than one religion, we
can project that all souls go to Hell. With birth and death rates as
they are, we can expect the number of souls in Hell to increase
exponentially. Now, we look at the rate of change of the volume in Hell
because Boyle's Law states that in order for the temperature and
pressure in Hell to stay the same, the volume of Hell has to expand
proportionately as souls are added.

This gives two possibilities:

1. If Hell is expanding at a slower rate than the rate at which souls
enter Hell, then the temperature and pressure in Hell will increase
until all Hell breaks loose.

2. If Hell is expanding at a rate faster than the increase of souls in
Hell, then the temperature and pressure will drop until Hell freezes
over.

So which is it?

If we accept the postulate given to me by Teresa during my Freshman year
that, "It will be a cold day in Hell before I sleep with you," and take
into account the fact that I slept with her last night, then number two
must be true, and thus I am sure that Hell is exothermic and has already
frozen over. The corollary of this theory is that since Hell has frozen
over, it follows that it is not accepting any more souls and is
therefore, extinct......leaving only Heaven, thereby proving the
existence of a divine being which explains why, last night, Teresa kept
shouting "Oh my God."

-When there are many words spoken, that's when dishonesty comes in."

2007-10-17T00:58:00.000+08:00

Hey hey.. I actually thought of writing an entry of recounts today as per normal.. But I do not know why I don't feel like doing so no more =/ Hmm.. Instead I'll just give you guys this okay.. It's a song that I so love.. Haha! It's really soothing during the examinations period XD

The title of the song is Miracle sung by Howl.. I'm sure that many have heard of this song before. Well, for those who are not into Korean stuff.. This may be new to you. ^^ Just.. Sit back and enjoy okie! :)

LYRICS:

Korean
그려봐 상상해봐
우리의 가슴 속에 숨어 있잖아
이제 영원히 눈부시게 날아가는
저 별의 마법을 믿어
사람들 속에서 휩쓸려가는
얼굴들이 모두 같아 보여
지금 내가 있는 이 시간이
어딘지도 모르게 돼
하지만 눈을 감고
귀를 기울여봐 길을 잃어도
하늘에서 속삭이는
별의 목소리를 찾아봐
그려봐 상상해봐
우리의 가슴 속에 숨어 있잖아
이제 영원히 눈부시게 날아가는
저 별에 소원을 빌어

이건 아니라고 날 다그쳐도
언제나 난 누구의 탓을 해
지금 이런 것이 우리들이
꿈꾸던 그건 아니잖아
희망의 숫자만큼
실망도 늘겠지만
그래도 우리 내일을 생각해보면
물러설 수는 없잖아
그려봐 상상해봐
우리의 가슴 속에 숨어 있잖아
이제 영원히 눈부시게 날아가는
저 별에 소원을 빌어
실망과 상처로 변해버린
내 모습을 바꿔가 이제야
모든 것 다시 시작해
내 손으로 그려가 나의 꿈들을
믿어줘 맘을 열고
조금은 힘들어도 부딪힐거야
이제 닫혀진 문을 향해
우리만의 미래를
그려봐 상상해봐
우리의 가슴 속에 숨어 있잖아
이제 영원히 눈부시게 날아가는
저 별에 소원을 빌어

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Romanization
Geuryeobwa sangsanghaebwa
uri-ui gaseum soge sumeo itjjana
ije yeongweoni nunbushige naraganeun
jeo byeorui mabeobeul mideo
saramdeul sogeseo hwipsseullyeoganeun
eolguldeuri modu gata boyeo
jigeum naega inneun i shigani
eodinjido moreuge dwae
hajiman nuneul gamgo
gwireul go-uryeobwa gireul ireodo
haneureseo sokssagineun
byeorui mokssorireul chajabwa
geuryeobwa sangsanghaebwa
uri-ui gaseum soge sumeo itjjana
ije yeongweoni nunbushige naraganeun
jeo byeore soweoneul bireo
Igeon anirago nal dageuchyeodo
eonjena nan nugu-ui taseul hae
jigeum ireon geoshi urideuri
kkumkkudeon geugeon anijana
huimangui sutjjamankeum
shilmangdo neulgetjjiman
geuraedo uri nae-ireul saenggakaebomyeon
mulleoseol suneun eopjjana
geuryeobwa sangsanghaebwa
uri-ui gaseum soge sumeo itjjana
ije yeongweoni nunbushige naraganeun
jeo byeore soweoneul bireo
shilmanggwa sangcheoro byeonhaebeorin
nae moseubeul bakkweoga ijeya
modeun geot dashi shijakae
nae soneuro geuryeoga na-ui kkumdeureul
mideojweo mameul yeolgo
jogeumeun himdeureodo budichilgeoya
ije dachyeojin muneul hyanghae
urimanui miraereul
geuryeobwa sangsanghaebwa
uri-ui gaseum soge sumeo itjjana
ije yeongweoni nunbushige naraganeun
jeo byeore soweoneul bireo

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Translation

Draw it, imagine it,
It's hidden within our hearts
Now the star that’s flying brilliantly, eternally, trust its magic
The face inside people that get swept away all look alike
This time that I have right now
Doesn't even know where it is
But close your eyes
Listen carefully, even if you lose your way
Search for the voices of the stars that are whispering from the sky
Draw it, imagine it
It's hidden within our hearts
Now the star that’s flying brilliantly, eternally, pray for your wishes

Even if you insist that this is not it
I'm always at fault for someone else
What we're doing right now
Isn't what we dreamed of
As much as hope's numbers
Even though we may feel disappointment
Still if we think of tomorrow
We can't just stand around
Draw it, imagine it
It's hidden within our hearts
Now the star that’s flying brilliantly, eternally, pray for your wishes
Having changed due to disappointment and scars
My form changes now
Start everything over again
Draw my dreams with my hand
Trust me, and open your heart
Even if it's a little hard, I'll face it
Now towards the closed doors
For our future
Draw it, imagine it
It's hidden within our hearts
Now the star that’s flying brilliantly, eternally, pray for your wishes

-Arts. Martial Arts. Talent. Wits. bravery.-

2007-10-14T01:10:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Let's see.. Ever since that day, I was pestered. -_- Was told great many stories.. Some of the same story but in different accounts. Now I'm seriously wondering which is right and which is is not but heck, I decided that I'm just gonna forget about it :) hehe it doesn't concern me anyway.

Inside I'm tired and so I'm gonna freeze up. Damn. Even new people are telling me that they're tired. Well, haha, if you're tired, what about me? Sometimes I really don't get it. What you do, you may not be treated justly but just wait and see.. The future may be brighter than you think. :)

Oh yes, I met Eric's sister ^^ Meme Patricia ^^ teehee!! Immuutt~ You know what? The first time I met her, she was always clinging onto Eric! Awww!! How cute!! Teehee~ How I wish I could have such a close relationship with somebody :) But gee, haha I'm always pictures as a self-sufficient-girl. Okay, now, that is correct after all =/ Haha! So what can I say, huh.

Sigh.. I seriously wonder if I can call them family, cuz seriously I think that they are not there yet =/ Not as close as the peepz that I knew.. I guess time changes endlessly huh? The world that I knew is not the same as the one that I know right now. Same goes to the people that I knew - not the same the ones I just knew.

Seriously speaking, I've never felt some of the feelings that I felt these recent years. Why? Hmm.. I'd say that it's because my life in the past was far more simple. I would love to have a simple life again. Simplicity is sometimes the best. However, having been through these, I guess I'm tougher. Now I know the feeling of Pity, Betrayed, Helpless, Hopeless and Useless. Haha! Not bad, huh.

i gotta thank those who taught me these.. Umm oh, there's another one actually.. Unfairness. In the past, I thought that no matter how unfair a thing is, it COULD be fair in a way or another.. But well, thanks to.. Some people, I finally realises that unfairness tastes like shit. Well, I haven't tasted shit before, but I bet that it is shit-like.

Whereas for Pity.. Umm.. The feeling's rather odd, actually. It's neither here nor there. I don't know how to put this into words but it really is.. Sad.

Hmm Betrayed? Haha. Since I was much.. Younger (I shall put it this way, cause I'm still young ^^;;), I knew that this feeling is gonna be hurtful. I knew that this is a feeling I never wanna go through. I KNEW that it was gonna take something out of my heart. I KNEW, I KNEW. BUT I dunno why, for some freaking reason, I let my guards down! Dammit. I was really angry at myself. I knew the consequences and I was pretty cautious already, yet, I was fooled. Haha! Thank god I recovered from it ^^ Hehe.. Oh, this is also reason why I dun wanna have a boyfriend just yet.. LOL I think I'm gonna go crazy if I have one.. No, seriously.

Helpless, Hopeless, Useless.. They're under the same group. Well, Hopeless is not necessarily what I felt. It was just there for a moment or two, ya know. But then I thought again and hey! Nothing is hopeless in this world. As long as you keep the Flame of Hope in you, I'm sure that you'll be able to stand up again ^^ Yepz, the flame's still burning in me :) And that brings us to Helpless and Useless.. Seriously, I hang onto my hopes.. Spiritually it helps but physically, it doesn't. That's when I felt really helpless.. Especially with our distance.. I could not do anything from here!! It's too far!! I wished I could fly over, in fact, I wish I can fly over NOW! But I can't.. I'm really so helpless.. I feel so useless! what's the point of wanting to help but not being able to? It's really stupid..

Oh yes, and I finally realises how stupid i am this year. Finally. I bet that I'm one of the most useless person in my family.. Haiz v_v dammit. My results are bad too.. Failed my subjects. Just great. Couldn't even score at least an A or a B3 for my English.. Dammit. screwed up my Mother Tongue like noone's business. Don't even talk about my math. Sheit.

But oh well, since they've past, shall think about the happy things that have been happening :D (of cource, ignoring all the unhappy ones, there's a lot of those actually. Haha! but who cares.. That's it. I'm gonna bury them right behind ^^) So.. welcome SUNNY DAYS!

-Ohio means family.
Family means no one gets forgotten or left behind.-

2007-10-05T00:04:00.000+08:00

Oohh.. It's almost one month. I'm currently working on this piece of fictional story. I'm never really the type who writes a novel or something so I guess that it's going to be short as usual :) However, the progress had been halted thanks to the exams. I really can't afford to miss this one man. My marks are really super bad... I'm quite happy that I'm actually able to jump 5 grades from E8 to B3 in math though ^^ teehee! It's really my pride and joy! For the first time :P

Dammit.. The Queen of Slacking is now working hard! Sigh... After being hurt she thought that she'd better off be the same as the one who hurt her, but she was wrong. Every person has their own strengths and weaknesses. Since my strengths are not in that area.. I'll have to say bye-bye to it then! Oh.. I wonder when am I gonna be a genius?

I seriously think that I'm never meant to be a genius. If this is really the case, then I'm really wondering right now.. Just what the HELL am I good at?! Let's see.. I'm not musically inclined, not creative, not smart, not pretty nor good-looking at the very least, not inspiring, not artistic, not athletic, basically not talented in anything at all. So, WHAT AM I GONNA BE?!

DAMN.

Hmm.. Anyway, I have these really bad vibes that I'm gonna do very very super badly for my End of Year Examination, which is currently in progress.. Tomorrow's Home Economics and I have not a single clue about it. However, my brain's dead right now and nothing can get into it... How the hell am I gonna digest the informations the textbook is gonna give me? Especially with the bad vibes around.. They made me brain-dead even more. I could not do anything just now.

So, I went down... Planned to meet Princess' mom, actually, to lend her my e-dictionary. Half-way there, I met ci Christella. Haha! She was with her boyfriend XD Awww how sweet! And after that, I then went to the busstop to pass the e-dictionary. Then, I called Jenny to come down. The bad vibes were so strong.. Haha!

And Yey! She came ^^ we talked and talked until the bad vibes are gone... Oh.. While talking I accidentally spilled some of my own secrets.. HAHA! But it's just Jenny hehe she can be trusted, OF COURSE! But the trust part wasn't my main concern actually. I was more concerned about her reaction. I anticipated a fearful Jenny or a shocked look from her. -_- Damn! DO NOT anticipate, I tell you. Anticipation can give you heart-attacks! Cause instead of being scared, SHE WAS SMILING AND LAUGHING! SHE ACTUALLY LIKED IT! o_O

How WeIrD!! She's sucha weird gurl!! XDXD GAGAHAHAHA but gee that's cool! ^^ Hehe! It's just that, I haven't told her about the other half of that secret.. It's not really the other half actually. It's another story. However, they sort of have connections. :)

Apparently, she shared a story with me which was actually my other secret, totally. But yeah, she still doesn't know and she was still telling me her story happily. Hehe. She was telling the truth ^^

And I LOVE SailorMoon! ^^ hehe

Alright then, that's it for now.. Thanks, Jen! ^^

kisses,
me

-I Told You Before. Do Not Push Me.-

2007-09-13T02:31:00.000+08:00

Alright. Here's a quick short one.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NU! =] glad that I'm the first ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MA!!! Smoga panajang umur.. Sehat2 aja.. Kangen.. =<

Hmm.. This year is gonna be one of the most memorable years in my life... Those salty water came down the most this year... Especially lately x_X sigh.

Couldn't stand it no more when I heard mom. Haha! Thank god I'm a trained professional in keeping, hiding and holding back. =] Bet she couldn't hear it ^^ teehee there's a secret to it actually :P Shhh only for me to know! Muahhah!

Yah.. Mom, take care! Lots of love from me.

2007-09-07T00:31:00.000+08:00

Hey! Haha.. Well, it's amazing how sometimes... Two hearts met but neither one of the hearts said anything and thus they drifted away from each other again. Lol. xDxD I guess it happened to me before, huh? Well, not really. But sort of. I wonder what's gonna happen next..

Umm.. Have been out with Carol lots lately ^^ and I dunno.. Sorry Jen, sorry Mir, sorry Carol, sorry everyone.. For ever disappointing you. For ever doing all those bad, mean, horrendous stuff. I just feel so.. Bad?

And thank you soo very much. To those who have been there beside me. Hehe.. I miss Mir xD LOL! She's coming back tomorrow!! Yeyy!! =D Hip hip hooraayy gghaha!! She had fake lashes on her!! LOL!! Ohh.. And and Carol.. Is dead!! She spelt my name WRONGLY on her livejournal!! Some cheek she has there!! HAHA she almost died! XD but nah~~ I'm merciful and I forgave her!! *awwwww*

And.. Let's see.. Isnu has gotten a new phone. I'm jealous! *pouts*

We've been taking many picture too, lately. And surprisingly, I've got none of them -_- they're still with the photographers and I still havent gotten any of them!! Can't wait to get my paws on them =D heee

Oooh I felt like killing my section leader -_- man! She made me do all those stuff and scolded me for nothing when she was the one who lost her paper!! HMPH! Kind me actually helped her out! She better be greatful and apologize man!

Hmm.. Many things happened during band. Learnt new songs. The Lemon Tree which was kinda retarded at the starting XD as all of us should have known. HAHA and The Legend of Danny Boy. Some cool stuff there =] We played the all shook up too.. It wasn't THAT bad. About.. Say, 40% done? We're going to get out shirts on Monday!! Wheee!!

Oh, and and..It's confirmed that we're going to have the concert on the 28th of December. It's gonna be a "parents' night" thing.. Tickets sold at $4 each. Please!! I hope people will buy it!! I'm sure that it's gonna be SUPER fun! =D Heeee!! It tickles! (Some of the songs)

Alright then.. I guess this shall be it for now? Hmm.. I'm still waiting for the photos~~~

-"Believe What You Want."-

2007-09-02T00:58:00.000+08:00

Hey!! Damn it.. Since the past few days.. Weeks, in fact, I've been trying to update my blog.. But I wasn't really in the best of my moods. Not especially after all the complications. So, I actually thought of updating short posts. Umm.. Or maybe just some songs which motivated me.. With the lyrics along with it or something, ya know. But each time I tried, it foiled! Gosh... Sorry x_X

Now, let's just make this short too. Simply put, we had Teachers' Day. It wasn't the best teachers' day I have had before as well.. Haha! But today, it made all the difference in the world! I met Mrs Shahrin! I met all the other 6A pupils!! Amazing!! I'm over the moon!! There was Yu Jia, Niger, Ian, Keith, Lovely, Wei Shan, Yi Mei, Cui Ling, Izzati, Iman, Yee Hueh, Ridzvan, Cassandra, Nicky, Miao Ying, Zachery, Jabbar, Charlene, Darryl Mok joined in later on, and.. Me! I guess that should be all? 19 odd?? Umm.. Sorry if I left anybody out unintentionally x_X

Anyway, Ahh!! They're the best!! What am I to do without them?? After sooo many years.. Haha! Dammit.. I mentioned that Keith, Niger, Ian, etceteras are growing taller before, right? Damn! They're EVEN TALLER NOW!! Holly molly!! Shoot!! And Jab2 was teasing me.. Saying that he had to look up to me in order to talk to me last time.. And the situation is totally the opposite right now!! And for Nigeria.. He's like a building! As for Yi Thong, he's a pole.

Haha! We were from the Tiong Bahru Plaza's Mc Donald actually... Mam came with Freda and Ian (the samller versions) and her maid. We cut these two cakes. We're supposed to pay the amouint to... Lovely and Yu Jia?! OH DAMMIT!! NOW THEN IT HIT ME!! I havent paid them yet!! Or.. Have I?? I know that I paid Iman... I should have paid Love, right? For Yu Jia.. I dunno man! I'm lost ~_~ I shall ask them later on.. hauhuahau!

After celebrating with mam, some of us went to watch Ratatouille while I dunno wad the heck happened to some of the others. Oh! We took some neoprints too! Gonna scan it but it's not yet up.. Sorry! And the movie rox! Totally.. It's really long you know.. I expected it to be an hour and a half only.. Which should have ended at 3.30 since it started at 1.50 but it turned that it's a 2 hours long movie! Haha! We went to the Tiong Bahru Park anyway.. Had lots of idiotic fun.. And I carved something on the train! Haha.. Our names.. Cindy, Iman, Niger, Jab2, Zac and Miaoying on the the train. =] Hope it's gonna stay there and be a great memory! Haha! Ooohh.. Didn't take a pic of it.. Nah.. It doesnt matter xD haha!

'05 6A-ers!! I love you guys! Of course, not forgetting mam! The best of all times!

Now, back to what has been happening recently, the September holidays is here. I wanted to update the blog, as I've said earlier, but my feelings were a bunch of mess. The other night I was so pissed. I.. punched Joe's hand... Sorry! But well, letting it out was nice =] I'm over it already ^^ hehe.. And I got my report book back already too. The results suck! Haha! I'm gonna be a goodie two shoes! Trust me xD

and before this, it was the National Day and after that it was Indonesia's National Day.. and nothing much.. Gosh, I've written these stuff before! Haha! Anyway, for the rest of the days, nothing much really occurred, supposedly. If it wasn't thanks to some ignorance. Haiz.. I wanna have my happy times back!! LOL I'm nuts xD

Anyway, I got to know Quan better and seriously, he's some freakin fun dude! Hauhauhau! Oh! I went to the East coast too.. Not long ago, on the 25th? Thanks guys! =D Anthony, Disa, Caroline, Stephanie, Jenny. I could pedal! Whee =]

Ah, yes. I met with jean and Marie too.. On one of the days.. I was supposed to cut my hair! It was on.. The 28th. Made my hair sharper and neater, a lil lighter too. Then we hung out. Vera's birthday was on the 31st. Happy belated birthday dear!

And I send the people living Singapore to the airport too. On this day, Quan, Reagina, Miranda, Eric, Marco and Caroline's friend flew off. 6 of them in total. I shall make use of this time to catch up on whatever I have been missing on then. My am.. E1 class! I need the A1s!!! Which, obviously, I've not been getting. Haha! I wonder what's gonna happen when my report book is seen by any of my family members.. I see DEATH. And I see myself as a soon-to-be nerd. Muahaha!

Oh! We went to visit Anthony's house too! Haha! His house.. Is TOTALLY AMAZING!
I set my foot on it and I was amazed.
I advanced into the hall space and it was messy.
I hesitantly peek into their living room and saw one of the most amazing living rooms I've ever seen!
There was a piano, an organ, couches and many stuff that belonged to his guardian.
I then looked for Anthony's room- as suggested by him, and.. Saw nothing! LOL
Then I went back to the living room, saw the picuture of his guardian.
Saw his profession and saw some of his collections.
Interesting interest he has there and good looks he possess!
I've not met him yet and I'm falling for him already!! HUAHAUHAUA!!
He's mine.

Alright then. I shall end this here. I hereby announce the end of my recount of the night. Just wanna thank all of you guys so very much. I'm sorry that I couldn't make it to QPS yesterday. Glad that I made it today =] it made all the difference in my life (ohh this is so mushy!) haha! Once again, HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY! and I'm looking forward to tomorrow. Joe's comp!! ^^ Will be there as an audience and spectator! Muahaha! and guess who held it?? CHC!! HAUHAHA!! Lucks Joe!! ^^

Much love,
Cindy

-True Knowledge Is When One Knows The Limit Of Ignorance.-

2007-08-14T23:00:00.000+08:00

Haha! Damn it! Sometimes things in this world are just so funny! XD well, like the sad thing that happened just recently... I don't know why some people just insists on details. what? There's such thing as a secret in this world, my dear..s.

Just like what I said, "it's a secret I can't tell." haha.. well, it was in Chinese, actually. I was talking to my Chinese tuition teacher at that point of time. I was rather shocked when she suddenly said that I am not Jay Zhou. -_______- took me a while to figure out wad the hell she was talking about! After all, I see no connection between them! Then, I realised that she was referring to the new movie and song? HAHA! -_- wadeva.

Aduh.. I seriously don't wanna think about it right now... But I don't know. It just lingers in my mind. I'm able to get rid of it for some time, but after that, it'll come back. I guess this is wad I'll call reality. It's really hard.. I almost lost my composure as well... I gotta stay strong! I don't know whether this is gonna be fast, I hope it will be... But if it ain't... I guess it'll be best for me to start planning, a serious plan.

All along I've not been studying, touching books and whatsoever. It didn't bother me. I'll pull through, I'd always thought. However, I gotta change these. Now. Just suddenly. I wonder how I'll do it. well, I'd always said "when there's a will, there's a way." And so... I gotta gather up my will, my strength, my power, my everything.

I've not been so selfish too... Maybe, just maybe, I shall learn how to be selfish. Just a teeeny tiny bit, it may do me good, who knows?

But to think about it again, I don't feel like turning into something selfish... I guess it's just not fair! There when I'm up, and gone when everything's down... Since this is the case, I'll just have to solve it myself, again, I guess. By studying? If studies help in forgetting, then it may just be the real solution instead of being selfish. =] Sigh...

I'm not sure about what's gonna happen. I'll just pray for the best, work for the best and look forward for the.. Best results, if possible. Of course, as long as I'm able to hold it back, it doesn't have to fall. May my face be wet not and salted not as well.

To everyone: I'm sorry. To everyone: ..Thank you. To everyone: Please.
It hurts too.

FINALLY,
I'm vegetarian, yes, I am. And Indonesia's National Day is coming!! So is Teachers' Day!!! ^o^ wwwwwhhee!! Can't waitt!! =D heee!!

But I wonder if you were there... Or will be there.

-我不能说的秘密-
-A Secret I Can't Tell-

2007-08-06T02:25:00.000+08:00

ok, I have a post to be posted actually but I don't really have much time now.. Sigh. Many things, again, have been happening to me. I'm gonna make this short... And these are the things I gotta say.

Sigh is the only word that has been coming out of my mouth.
How? Is the question that has been in my mind.
Please, I plead.
Sad I do feel. Angry - no more. Confusion in the air.
I just don't know what's right.
Something tells me that this may not be good.
But help may come and save we may be.

Hope's been searched high and low.
A moment it's in our hands and another it's lost.
Things has been going on this way.
I just don't know why.

Not that I'm weak and it's not that I'm strong.
It's just that... Sometimes, the ones we need are just not there.
We tried to voice out but it turned to deaf ears,
And the ones hearing are not helping.
Sometimes, they make it worse and till the end,
It just hurt.

Tolerance I've given.
Understanding I need.
Time is insufficient.
Enlightenment I seek.

Thank god for everything so far.
Please do help us again.
And now I shall pray, and pray.
Hoping for a better day tomorrow.

Good night.

-Learn It And You're Forgiven.-

2007-07-22T23:58:00.000+08:00

ARRGGHH!! I was just feeling so empty just now for some goddam reason! And again, I dismissed it as a new chapter in my life. DAMN! I'm right! It IS the new chapter in my life, alright. A chapter with "Turning Back" or of such meaning as a title! DAMN IT!

was feeling so angry and turned off so much lately. After my damn long holiday in June, good things didn't happen much. Instead, the bad things started attacking me! wTF! I turned cold and it's time for me to unfreeze myself! Freak! Sheitness! Now everything is a whole lot of mess after the freezing process! Thank god I retrieved myself back just in time!

However, this I'm I guess it was nearly too late. Let's see... I forgot to bring back my shirt, calculator and pencilbox on Friday when Mrs Nathan, the president's wife, came to visit our school. Thank god, again, Cheryl, Alfred and the guys saw them! Phew! But other than those, I lost many more things! First and foremost, my feelings. Then, my Chinese electronic dictionary! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! This is like a total commit suicide!! And my tieS! YES, with an S! Arrgghh I can't believe this! All those frozen feelings that I had made me neglect almost everything!

Seriously speaking, that hell DAMNED guy is so goddam lucky to not have met me a few days ago! If he had, I wonder what's gonna happen next! Freak!!! ARGGHH! Right now, I really thank god for helping me out. well, thank you sooo very very much Miranda and Jessica =]] You guys are my live savors! Sent right on time when I'm about to fall into pieces! Phew!

Ahh.. And of course, my other friends too. I'm not forgetting you guys at all =] thnx ya, Nu. For... Being online :P huahuaa! And Jenny!! I'm so sorry.. I didn't mean to make you go all the way to Orchard Road for nothing at all or something like that... It's because I was with my father's friend the other day, a guest in short. Soo.. Ya...

Not to mention that whenever my dad is here, he'll always fume me up! Adding oil to the, already big, fire. DAMN! It's not that I'm talking behind his back or something. It's just that, we tried talking to him before. Tried to knock some sense into him, BUT NO! He has to deny and had to retaliate! Had to runaway from the sad fact! And stay in his own fantasy! DAMN!

Not mentioning the type of happenings in school too! I'm not the only sad soul there, of course. I have a friend who have been wrongly... Left behind as well. For god's sake! Don't leave people behind! Do you know just how painful it feels to be left behind? Literally and illiberally! Sigh...

And now.. I just gotta say that I'm rather tired for a day already. =] Hope tomorrow will be a better day! Sigh.. I'm sooo so so SORRY for everything that I've done. To whoever I've offended or wadever. Oh ya! Had an issue in school too. wonder what's gonna be the.. Verdict XD

-Beautiful Liar Arse.-

2007-07-18T22:48:00.000+08:00

Friday, June 29, 2007 @app. 12:37AM

well, I've been reprimanded a few times before. They're regarding the same things.. About me... And what I do. what my sisters and cousins tell me do make a lot of sense and I do know that I'm rather... "stupid", in a way. Helping is good, but getting yourself too involve is not good, as it's often said.

However, even with the knowledge of this fact, it didn't stop me from helping and well yeah... I guess I'm "matured too fast". It's really annoying! I mean, it's great, but annoying too! Some people do envy such a responsible attitude, but it gets onto the nerves of others too.

I do wish that everyone will like me but it's impossible too. Somebody is bound to dislike/hate me out there and I guess that's just how the world goes around. There are some things that I can get away from but I chose to stay around and get my butt in there. At the end of the day, it's again, my fault. Mine and mine again.

I envy those people who seldom met problems. They're so.. Carefree! To the point that they even thought small matter are big matters, and BIG matter are SMALL matters. It's all upside-down! Okay, fine. I don't really envy them THAT much. It's just a certain part of me who longed for a moment to rest. =]

Alright, that's it for now! Good night.

-Being involved is good, being too involved is not.-

well, it has been a few days since the last time I updated ya.. About 3 weeks, actually. wow! 3 weeks only!! And so many things have happened!

Of course, I'm down right tired! First of all, we had the birthday party!!! Yeahh!! It was ok ^^ Hehe~ Thank god it wasnt planned fully! Thank god!! At least I'm happy enough to be able to save my friend's arse even though it was only a lil tiny help ^^ teehee! Haiz.. Even though the person herself does not realise it =/ Haha! I'm such a person-behind-the-curtains xD

Haiz.. Sometimes, I really don't get it. Humans can go really quite far.. For vanity. No wonder it's one of the deadly sins! Anyway, Monji, Meong and Tepot came back to SG too. Around the 10th.. And I met some of their friends. Haha! It was rather fun ^^ Oh! Not to mention, Moniq was here for a while too! And Tepot and me went to meet her and David by car!! XD AHAHA! Yeah, that white Nissan car.

However, I think due to the fact that the guy (salesman) likes my sis, he changed the car to this black I don't know which was MUCH much cooler! Haha! Oh! And my father came right on time to enjoy the ride too xD huahuahua!! Ahh~

So, all and all, I met Anlin, the guys, Moniq, Poppa bear, David and Ci Cyn!! Oh! and her guy friend XD HAHAH!! So many people!! OH!! And Ci Finna!! Got the pictures from her at last!! ^o^ HUAHUAHAU

Now, If I'm going to narrate my days, this post will turn into a short novel. So, I shall skip on some of the days and everything may not fall chronologically. Apologies for that!

Anyways! Umm.. Let's see.. Everyone were so shocked at the party. Obviously, I appeared differently - not like my usual self. we went out to have some supper, too, at Spize. Apparently, some smart policemen actually almost caught us! XD HUAHAHHA! They stopped their patrol cars right in front of our table and refused to budge until a few minutes later. LOL!

Gosh.. Yes, I started hanging out with him again. And the sensation from the past came back again! - The sensation to get away from him. I dunno.. He just turns me off! For some reason -_- Sigh.. wonder why he even has any fan! Thank god I'm not one of them!! Phew!!

And after the party, Joel smsed me saying that we should see each other more often, with Jenny too, at the swimming pool. =] Especially with the unfortunate fact that he's gonna move out soon in September! Automatically, I accepted his invitation. Soon, it became almost a routine.. Haha! On the strike of 12 on the 7th of July2007, the three of us celebrated his birthday. It was definitely not grand. However, I can assure you that the two of us tried our best! Hehe! It's now a really sweet memory ya ^^

Hehe! Oh man! Shall stop thinking about it or I'll be smiling all the way till I sleep xD And and.. we went for the Dim Sum Dollies on the.. 12th was it? OR 11th. I was late! Gosh!! Really unexpected but that was because I fell asleep! I was really dead tired. Thank god, I still made it and the Dim Sum Dollies were really funny! I was afraid that it was going to be boring or something at first since it was going to be about Singapore's history. I was proved wrong! ^^

Ahh.. That night Joel and I went home together... I wonder who does that necklace belong to? He seemed so frantic searching for it when we were about to reach our house. Must have been really important to him. However, when I asked whether he wanna search for it back at the bus stop or something, he didn't want to. It was meant to be given to somebody, I presume.

And then the 13th came. It was Alfreda's birthday! wished her, of course. But we didn't manage to go out together. I think she went out with her gan-family or something. I went to QSS' concert anyway. More widely-known as "aesthetic night".

Got a free ticket from Harvest. And Amanda was there!! ^o^ whee!! Her friends are like so sweet man!! (although, as always, they have other motives behind their kindness, Haha! It's not so bad XD I'm really surrounded by populer people man!) And out of them all, I'm hanging out with LG still.

Then, on Saturday, I went out with Steffi, Anthony, Disa, her brother, Franky and that's about it. Oh, before meeting them, I met Amanda and her friends too. Ahh.. Franky brought along to of his friends too. Practically geniuses. Haha! And well, things just happen too ya ^^ May they be good or bad =]] Haha!

Ahh.. In school, I get to do some CSI stuff as well. Cool stuff ^^ And I was sort of over-loaded with projects. the English project, Band, History - Ms Ng wanted my group to do a poster, Geography and coming up, Home Econs.

Haiz.. I've gotten myself into lots of trouble too lately. Be it in school, outside school, with somebody, a nobody, myself, teachers and more. Some people's look towards me have definitely changed. For the worse, to most of them, I guess. what can I do? I am but a human who's defending himself in order to survive.

Oh! Something amazing happened too! I was "promoted" to become a recruit IC!! XDXD wah wah!! However, again, I wonder if I'll be able to go a good job in this. Please! Help me along! what's more, I wanna get into 3E1 next year!! I've gotten hold of the criterias. Science has got to be 75 and above while math has got to be 68 and above!! How am I going to get 68 an above if my days continue on like this?! I'm dead! I'm on the losing end, again!

I just hope that there's someone out there who's able to help me! Friends, thanks ya for thinking about me. Or tuition teachers!! ^^ However, I don't know who to ask for help from. =/

Hmm.. And this shall end my post for today. Many details are not in this post. However, I can't promise you that I'll write them down in the next post too. we shall just see how things go tomorrow ^^ Good night everyone!!

-Parsley, Sage, Rosemary and Thyme.-

2007-06-27T01:17:00.000+08:00

Hey hey!! Bloggie, I'm back again! ^o^ It's been about 2 weeks! Hehe.. Just came back from Indonesia on the 23rd of June! Well, on that day itself, I let my thoughts wonder about the wonders of the world. (I was bored during the 4-hours flight, mind you. Especially with the unfortunate fact that the family sitting beside me are rather.. Selfish? And reserved... Alright, maybe they weren't selfish but they were VERY reserved to themselves -_- *rolls eyes* So yeah, whatever!) Actually, there were a few times when I thought about this as well, but this time around, it really struck me that the world is really advancing in an awesome and cool way, yet "scary", too. I do not mean scary as in literally scary, but amazingly scary!
It took me less than 3 hours to reach Jakarta, Indonesia from Singapore. It took me also less than 5 hours to reach Makassar and then Manado from Jakarta. And about 4 hours from Manado back to Singapore again! Looking back to the past, men took many many weeks, maybe, even months to cover 50 leagues or so. However, the modern world takes less than half a day to cover that much distance!

And enough about those things! They were just some random thoughts I had. Haha! Well, guess what?! I can now drive a car!!! ^o^ Hehe.. My certificate should be processed soon and my license may not be out yet but hey, I'm smooth in it, baby! Muahaha!! Need a chauffeur? Just holler! ^o^ But make sure that your car is not too big too XD Haha! Am not used to big beauties yet! Trucks, containers or such shall wait longer.. ^^;;

And then, many new shops have opened in Manado! Yep, just recently! Red Bean Restaurant, Fortissimo, and definitely more. People should really start visiting Indonesia more often, ya know. Not just Jakarta... That city, my hometown, is getting rather havoc. Going back to the smaller states shall serve your holidays well. =] So, go to Manado!! ^o^ hehe!

There was also this GM of a radio station who I met. It was such a cool encounter! I was introduced to him by an acquaintance of my mom's. Hehe... It was so cool. He asked me if I was interested in publishing-related things and I told him that I was most interested in those stuff, as some of you might have known. He said that it was perfect! Haha... Yeah, you guessed it! He offered me if I would like to be a DJ! How cool is that?! Sadly, I only met him a day before my flight back here. Sad sad! Guess I'm not fated for that..

For the other days, I trained the waiters and waitresses. I Trained Them, Not The Other Way Around, mind you. I trained them only in 2 sessions and they were pretty fun. Haha! Instead of having the usual stress-ridden course sessions, we joked around, laughed and practically enjoyed ourselves throughout the whole thing! =]] Haha! There was this incident when one of the waiters was waiting for orders to be taken and the placed his hands in front of him in a polite manner. My mom's acquaintance straight away asked him "what are ya blocking?" LOL! HAHA1 You must be smiling right now if you know what I mean... HAHA!

And For some other times, i went "shopping" with my mum. Got some new outfit and infit XD and a brand-new Guess watch to!! ^o^ wheee!! I'm so happyy!! =]] HEHE! Oh, this shopping experience is rather funny too. Hehe. My parents and practically everyone around me are always complaining about my looks. The way I dress - actually. They said that I wore males' clothings too much and insisted that I shall change my style as soon as possible. I do not mind their suggestions as long as nothing too drastic is being done. Anf guess what? In the shop, my mum kept on pointing onto some shirts from the males' section without realising it! I was laughing my heads-off there! XD HAHA!

There was also some old guy who I met. I was rather turned off by him. I mean, he's MUCH older than me and wanted to go out with me! What the hell! So, I thought that I would play with him... Well, I was about to. Not by going ahead with him, of course! I'll never do that! Not even over my dead body! Well, in Singapore, I met my aunt and consulted to her. She made me realised a few points which made me even more ill-filled more than EVER! Gosh! I was such a fool. Why did I want toy with someone who was obviously not of the same level and class as me? Haha. And so, I dismissed the thought of toying him and he did not make any moves too! ^o^ GREAT! MUAHAHHAHA!!

Hmm..Last two days, I went to Jenny's house. Met Larry, leslie and Clement too! ^^ Haha! Jenny said that she was so afraid that I wouldn't go cause there were only BOYS! HAHA! And she was scared that she would get killed! XD Anyway, got them some Menta. Teehee! Cute yaa!! XDXD Haha! And spidyman is in town , again. LOL! GAGAHAHAHA!

Oh yeah, something is wrong with our school! The guys like skinny jeans-like pants!!! O_O GOSH!! GAYS!!! ARRGHHHH!!

And in Jakarta, I went out with Isnu and Steffi most of the time. On other occasions, we went out with Rea and Leslie too. =D Hehe.. It was so cool! I mean, haha! We're friends from Singapore and we met again in Indonesia!! ^o^ WOO HOO!! Just like how Miranda and Wilona did! =D Teehee!!

We played bowling, bought J.co, went to Kelapa Gading, Megal Mall, Muara Karang Eaton and that's about it. Gosh, time sure flies really fast! I'm now in singapore for 7 and a half years already. Met Jenny and the others for almost 2 years already! Been with my new classmates for one and a half years as well! Grown older as well and have many friends who are growing out of their teenagehood and are diving into their adulthood. This is.. Scary! x_X

and yesh, bimbo! Hehe! I may realise my dream! gosh! Moniq will face her greatest nightmare! Lol! And I'll become feminine soon.. And maybe another person's nightmare may come true XD sorry man! Haha! But sometimes changes just take place. Hehe!

Today, I just went to Kinokuniya Takashimaya with Mir =D Hehe! They rhyme, don't they? XD After that, we went to Maestro Bistro and stayed there for quite some time. The manager there or supervisor or superior there was rather angry at me cause I actually caused some fire in the house XD HAHA! But nah.. It wasn't the fire that mattered, it was the smoke. x_X

And then Jenny and Eric joined us with the Chocolate Fondue. It was marvellous! not really the best I've ever had, but it was good enough ^^ Hehe! I feel bad too cause I caused for Novia and got her reprimanded by her superior.. :( I'm so sorry! and yesh! Jenny is smart! It's my nature to blame others XD wagaggaahha!

And after that, we went to the Sheraton Hotel/Towers to take a look at the ballroom that Steffi was booking. I expected it to be SUPER big from the way she described it. However, it turned out to be smaller! It was about half or 2/3 of my imagination - small. Well, not REALLY small, but rather small. We then did some planning on the spot just now and played some game. There was this rhythm on the knocks games (i'm not sure what you call it) and the association game.

At anchorage, Jenny and I met with Joel at the swimming pool. We were there for about an hour. Teehee! And we're going to school together tomorrow!! ^o^ wheeee!! Teehee!! It took me sometime to bathe too. The water heater spoilt, great! Oh yeah, just now Joel went into the girls' toilet!! XDXD kikiki! =D Hahaha~ Alright then.. that's all for now! I'm rather sleepy ^^;

Oh yes, and I've not really done all my homework. Look at the time!! Shoot! Next time then.. Haha! I hope I'm not dead tomorrow. Oh yes, did I mention that I was forced into having my hair trimmed? I was so furious when the hair-dresser accidentally or purposely cut my fringe off! Freak! It became SHORT!!! ARRGHHH!! Well, the hair-dresser was apologizing to me.. and I thought, ok, I shall forgive him. It's not too much anyway. Thank god I stopped him JUST in time! -_-

Oh yeah, and Joel cut his hair again. Gosh! Haiz... Will try to appeal to the teacher(s) tomorrow to give us more time in tidying ourselves up! Oh yeah, I have not told you guys about my nail-polish incident! Haha! It was rather stupid but comical too XD GAGAHAHA!! ALRIGHT!! Gd nite!! =D

-Just because you have the looks, that doesn't mean that you should be arrogant.-

2007-06-08T23:31:00.000+08:00

Oh yesh!! I didn't tell you guys that the inner part of my mouth was poked with a satay stick! Shucks!! It was painful!! Haha.. It felt like as though I had sore throat.. So yes, now I know that sort of feelings we're having when we're having a sore throat - Poked by a satay stick xD

Hmm hmm.. And today, I went to collect my ticket! I'm flying off, people! To my hometown =] Back in Indonesia ^^
Flight number: LH 0778
Date: 09June
Departure: 1655
Terminal 2
Arrival:1735
Terminal 2
Haha! That's about it ^^ And then I went home and packed my bag with more clothings, rested and went off to Stephanie's early-birthday party ^^ It was fun at Say Cheezecake! We made lots of noise, practically the worst bunch of people in the whole entire restaurant xD Well, we were in the V.I.P room though XP TAHAHA Nonetheless, we were too noisy for the other customers! The room only had glass-walls after all XD They're not sound-proof! HUAHUAA

HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE!!! =D

And also, I met Joelly just now under my block ^^ teehee~~ He "scared" me with the classic "BOO!" trick.. Haha! OH and he was panting and perspiring all over! Gosh... Learnt that he just came back from Vivo City. That's so sweet XD HAHA! Although the ultimate reason was actually to collect back his sheets of paper on our art assignment XD

Jenny came to my house too. And she's still here, by the way. Right there in my room... Waiting for me... She's gonna sleep over ^^ Haha! Chatted a lot just now... We really do think quite alike although not 100% alike, after all, humans are unique! Even though we have some (sometimes a lot) similarities here and there =]]

Alright then, shall end my post here tonight. I'm going off and I'm gonna miss Singapore, I guess and all my friends here!! ^^ See you guys sometime soon! In about 2 more weeks or so!! =]] HEHE! Byyeee

-And I gave my heart to know wisdom, and to know madness and folly: I perceived
that this also is vexation of spirit. For in much wisdom is much grief: and he that
increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow.-
Adapted from The Bible

2007-06-07T03:50:00.000+08:00

Oh, I forgot to mention in my previous post about how miserable my "name" in school is, huh. Well, he mentioned my name in THE room. With teachers, seniors and sir in there. Well, one word: WOW! Splendid! Now my nightmare is complete! How cool is that? Nothing can ever be cooler than that. Full stop. Period.

Today, I was supposed to go to school to help Fish and the others in the puppet show. However, I did not. Many things in our lives did not happen and we blamed ourselves but have you ever wondered why they turned out that way? Actually, they are blessings in disguise!

Freda was supposed to go out with her "god-family" but cancelled that and decided to go shopping with her friend who's having his birthday, which did not happen as well. Well, after all those downs, she met me! Teehee, thanks to the cancelled plans! ^o^ see how they're actually a blessing in disguise? Also, with the fact that I did not help out, miyanhae!!, I'm able to accompany her.. She was rather in need of help just now. Haha! Was glad too =] It has been such a long time since the last time we went out together...

However, I'm still most apologetic towards Steph and Stef!! I was supposed to go to the Sheraton with them today for the planning... But went to the Chevron instead... Gosh, they sounded alike x_x wad a fate! This is really fated...

Speaking of fate! Haha! Freda met someONE! Her fate ^o^ teehee just like how we met and made some new friends... Joel (in orange), Eugene (black), keng kiat (?) (Grey, blue), Jack (white), JD (brown), Edmund (stripe) and another guy... In orange, tall =/. Sorry, can't seem to remember the name(s) right now... Uhh what Jasper?? Or whatever... Haha! Now, Joel called me just now XD LOL haha!! What a fate!!!! =DD Um, actually that's not it. Rena asked me about Joel just as I reached home too. LOL now, that's what I call, WHAT A FATE!

Hmm those are not the only "events" that has been happening actually.. Many many many... Example, I was just speaking about Mrs Yang the other day and minutes later, I met her. I also spoke about Mal-onnie the other day, minutes later, she talked to me! XD Gosh.. Surprise surprise! They just can't seem to end ^^ Am loving life! (Umm better not say that too soon) There's also the time with Steffi and the others.. Coincidences happen almost everywhere, or are they not? Haha

Hmm.. And and Freda and I were called "the twins" just now... LOL cute xD but gee, we were also told this "what?! You two are bestfriends? Cannot be seen!" Hwahaha!! But they soon called us "the twins"... Huahaha!! Guess they finally found out, huh! XD oohhh we were playing basketball (bball) by the way... Yeah!! It's been ages!! Gosh!! Am soooo happy! What a feeling of nostalgia XDXD

OH! NO! NO more nostalgia!! My homework!! GAAAHHH DEAD!! I've not touched it! Have not done Monji's stuffs too!! Can't afford to waste time!! I better wake up early tomorrow or something!! ARRGHHH!!! X_X GOSSHHH!!!

Oh yeah, Joel, that Joel, has a crush on Freda. Haha we talked about it. Got the answer =] Hope our hypothesis is correct ^^ Umm.. This is NOT an experiment by the way... Hypothesis just sounds right and... Nice in this situation =D

Oh yeah! I created a logic too! It was created in SAFRA just now! ^o^ teehee tell me about how you feel about it!! =]]

Males do no understand females
Because they're too stupid to understand;
Females do not understand males
Because males are too stupid to be understood.

Hahah!! How do you like that?? I think it's such a nice way of putting in logic. OH!! BY THE WAY!! Do not be offended by this, please. It was just a general way of putting things... So yeah... I am definitely not looking down on anybody, whatsoever OR boasting, whatsoever. that's it then for now ^o^ cyaa

-Live like there's no tomorrow, but not literally.-

Wednesday, 6 June, 2007 @ app. 4:58AM

Hmm I went out with Steph bebek and Steffi today. Gosh~~ Two st-efs at a go x_X haha they'll turn their heads together when u called out either one of them since their names sounded the same -_- haha which was why I called Steph bebek!! XDXD taha!

Nyway, went to the ishop too. While waiting for the girls, Steph and I chatted. Yeah, it's about the misunderstanding which occured in her life since who knows when... I hope that this matter will rest soon and that... Well, you know, that things will turn out just fine. Although I'm sure that they won't be able to treat each other like they used to, even I can't do that hikz!

Hmm.. A few days ago, on Sunday, I had tuition with Shen Lao Shi, as always. We were talking about humans' nature takes to this comprehension which I had to do for the holiday homework. (speaking of which, I haven't touched my hoiday assignments yet x_X gosh!! I'm digging my own grave!!) And then she pointed out my siblings' attitudes as well as mine and applauded me for being sensible. However, she also pointed out my minuses. I was really thankful to her ^^ cuz seriously, there was this point which I didn't really realise. Of course, I told her to point it out to me the next time I did so ^^ hehe I don't digest in people's words blindly you know xD So I gotta see the proove =D

And also, SomeBODY named Isnu had been weird eversince that day.. That fateful day. -____- C'mon man! Cheer up! I won't get angry over small matters and I just don't some things.. I'm such a bad friend in people's eyes... Sigh..

Bad bad Cindy! Bad friend! Bad friend!!! Sigh (_ _) Oh wells, anyway, we did the planning for Stef's party already. It's about.. 40% done ^o^ glad to say that!! And umm Steph's birthday is coming soon - party not the birthday itself XD Got the How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days DVD XD and oh shucks! I haven't returned Stef's DVD! Double sighs...

And we met our school's coach just now! Ex, that is. Alright then that's it for now! ^^ Hehe I had the sudden urge to watch LUG and CCS just now... I'm really into the old times nowadays xD gosh wonder why... OH! HAHA might have been thanks to Mal-Onnie to reminiscence them with XDXD HAHA! Recovered many long-lost memories XD gosh~~

Alright then, good night everyone!! Umm.. Morning ^^;

-"Behind every great fortune there is a crime."-
Adapted from Father Goriot

2007-06-03T02:45:00.000+08:00

Hey hey guys!! Haha! For those of you who are Indonesian or are updating on movies, I'm sure you guys know Heart, right? Yup.. I just watched that just now. The contents of it was okay. Nothing really sweet whatsoever. However, it has got a very strong ending!! Love the twist! ^^ Now below is a spoiler. So, do not read it if you've not watched it and is planning to watch it in the future =]

(click on image for spoiler. Otherwise known as my comments ^^)
Hmm hmm and now, for those of you who've watched 200 Pounds Beauty. I love the song Ave Maria.. It was actually from a song sung by Blondie. Entitled Maria as well. Here it is for you guys to enjoy. =]

And the Remixed version..
Kim Ah Joong - Maria

I do prefer this version though xDxD haha don't kill me xD

Ahh and of course, the korean version in rock =D Love this too!
Loveholic - Maria

Haha! And that's it =] Oh yeah, fought with a cockroach!! Haha and I won the battle!! XDXD Threw it down from the 15th floor.. =/ Ouch! Am so evil. XD Alrighty then.. That's it for now!! ^^ shall update again another time ^^

-In that way, I love you.-
-Dengan cara itu, aku mencintaimu.-

2007-06-02T02:53:00.000+08:00

Friday, 1 June 2007 @ app. 3AM

Lately, I've not been updating about my life.. Well, I will be soon, I guess. Time will make me write again ^^ although I may not right now.. Some things have just been happening and I only be writing a lot of a mess if I don't get over them first.

First of all, this is the first time I ever stayed back in Singapore this late. Late as in not being in Indonesia right on the last day of school. Yeah, I'm always in Indo early haha! (Of course, this excludes my Primay 6 year. That's a special year XD)

Secondly, lots of things occured especially when it is regarding matters of the heart. Be it in our worklife, lovelife, entertainment life or whatever... Even schedules! Gosh what a pain in the neck they can be, sometimes!Sometimes, it gets rather annoying too when somebody just... Oh, I don't know! I'll just not elaborate on it in this blog. No use elaborating on it anyway.

Hmm... I do miss my primary school friends. A lot. Nah, I'm not saying that the friends I met in the recents years aren't great or something. They're great too! Of course!! Teehee!! My friends are ALL great!! =D It's just that.. You know, sometimes when you think back about the past, you really want to have those times back... People say that it's because of regrets. So, maybe, I do have regrets. Or is it something else?? A sense of unsatisfaction with myself?? That must be the answer.. Haha! Oh, whatever... Thinking about the past too much is not good for health XD Teehee! Shall just look forward to the future and make the best out of everything else! =]] hehe

And um some people do know about my... Umm how should I put this.. Fear. It seems to get more real as each day pass and some people are just not helping. Well, of course, they think that they are helping but the truth is that they are not. It's not their fault, really. (Although some of them are REALLY in fault XD but there people are not important anyway =P) They wanted to help. Sigh.

Oh yeah, some time ago, a few words were mentioned to me. Now, these words are not just 'any-other-words'. They are actually words with meanings that may be as deep as the ocean and it is true that many of us know them well. However, they are still as confusing as ever...

Friends - Bad friend, good friend, just a friend and best friend. It's amazing that we, human beings, actually catogarize our friends into so many different catogaries. The above mentioned are just some examples. To some, friends are just "things". Pretty harsh, no? But to them best friends are precious. It's sweet, very. But as always, confusing, in a way or another. Especially with the saying which goes " An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind." So yeah, "friend" is a very frightening word indeed.

Ego and charisma - It's true that egoism boosts your charisma but referring ego=charisma, is wrong in my dictionary. To me, a person is not really successful if he/she does not have a certain level of ego. I think that ego should be referred as self-esteem. So yeah... Too much ego is not good but whatever it is, I have to say that I have quite a high level of pride which means that my level of ego is kinda high too, I guess. That doesn't mean that I'm hopelessly conceited or something. I do humble my too; I just don't eat the humble pie. If this is bothering anyone... I apologize. There is nothing much that I can do, really. Maybe I'll change in the future but for the time being, I'm happy with who I am ^^

Hmm hmm.. And I don't think there are any other words which struck me hard anymore. It's just that.. OH YES! There is! Principle(s)..I am sure that many of us live our days by principles. Examples: A man may pick fights with other people but not females or you may be a heavy drinker but will never allow yourself to get drunk. Now, principles are actually essential in our lives. After all, they determine what kind of a person we will become. Although, of course, some principles which we created for ourselves may need some touch-ups but I believe that most of them were created based on.. What we believe in! Sometimes we may even do things against our principles due to some factors in our lives. That is definitely inevitable. Hence, again, I'm very sorry, my friend. I guess liking me is not as simple as before now since some scars have been left behind ^^

Anyway, I went to Steffi's house today.. Haha! It was pretty fun ^^ Initially, we were at Cine. She was watching POTC 3 with her friends and I was at the Es Teler, eating roasted bread and drinking a glass of teh tarik. She also learnt that we are able to charge our handphone batteries from me XD TAHA! Went to settle my bill and off we went to her house. Met her kosmate, Jovita and her cousin(?) Ernest.. ko(?XD) Really friendly guys =D teehee! Gotta say that today is at last a really happy day of mine after quite some time now! ^^ Haha oh yeah, on our way back to Cine just now, met with ko Fandy and.. His friends. Don't think ko Erwin was there just now XD taha! Oh! I borrowed some comic books, Roller Coster Tycoon3 and A Series of Unfortunate Events (FINALLY!!! =D=D) from Steffi just now XD TAHAHHA!! =D Lovely days ahead of me!! Umm.. I hope! And I'm currently watching Princess Lulu =]] hehe Well, I realise that I've watched it before, actually XD haha I didn't watch a full series in the past, of course. So watching it again won't hurt!! Hope that she will end up with her brother!! x_X huikz!!

Hehe alright! That's it for now!! Haha! Oh yeah, speking of which.. I just updated about my day! LOL Which means that my days are already getting brighter, huh? *crosses fingers*

"The real test of friendship is: can you literally do nothing with the other person? Can you enjoy those moments of life that are utterly simple?"
- Eugene Kennedy

"If you are a person of great charisma, as Bergman is, people demand from him a lot of things which he probably doesn't have. That is a terribly frustrating situation."
- Max von Sydow

"Personality is essential. It is in every work of art. When someone walks on stage for a performance and has charisma, everyone is convinced that he has personality. I find that charisma is merely a form of showmanship. Movie stars usually have it. A politician has to have it."
- Lukas Foss

-Ego is good.-
Adapted from Thomas Leonard
Agreed. =]

Saturday, 2 June 2007 @ app. 2.50AM

Ahh another day passed and I collected my report book today... Was such a tiring day x_X after all, I didn't sleep. I only took a 2-hour nap but gee I wasn't THAT tired just now but well, I am right now. Just finished watching A series of Unfortunate Events by Lemony Snickets. It really is a nice movie. For those of you who has not watched it yet, do watch. It may contain too much fantasy to your liking, though, but overall I gotta say that's a good movie. The ending was really sweet. The movie concentrates on the value of a family and it really moved me. Cause it truly showed me that no matter how unfortunate you are, you are actually kinda fortunate already, in a way or another.

So, count your blessings folks! There's really no use moaning all your life over something that may not belong to you and may NEVER come into your life =] Instead, innovate and live a happy life! ^^ That's it for now.. I really gotta sleep x_X nights everyone!

-There must be something.-

2007-05-30T00:07:00.000+08:00

Awwhh!! Omigosh guys~ I just watched two movies today.. Loved them!! Especially the latter. And let me tell you what are the two movies~~ ^o^ hehe

Umm.. First, I watched Barbie Fairytopia: Mermaidia. Yeah, another one from the Barbie series and guess what? I've watched practically all of them!!! WHeeeee!! ^o^

Hee hee.. Now, I love the quote for Mermaidia. It goes:

"Trust your true self."

And next up, the real beauty, is none other than Finding Neverland!!! Now, for those of you who've watched it in 2004, I'm sure that you gotta agree with me. It has even won 7 Awards!! Gorgeous!!
However, I'm not really happy with the fact that Mr J.M Barrie actually left his wife.. To be with the boys =/ I mean, how could he? :(
This kinda reminded me of Mrs Yeo's speech the other day. She was telling the 2E2 and E3 that guys are jerks (sounds familiar? Haha!) I was very shocked myself cuz well, it sure sound like me! She gave us a speech,too, but of course, she explained this term in another way. Now, why am i bringing this up all of the sudden? That's because in this movie Mr J.M Barrie was depicted as a man who goes out to the park almost every afternoon to find inspirations for his play. However, he left his wife behind after meeting Sylvia - a lady he soon fell in love with. Don't you think that this is quite absurd? A husband leaving his wife for a widow... Sigh. This world is just so complicated sometimes. Anyway, here are some pictures/posters for you ^^

(well, this poster is best viewed this size xD)

(ahh~~ I personally love this one the most. I'm not quite sure why..)
You can click on the images to have a better view of them.. Oh yes, and following this I will write a few quotes, as usual. But before that, I'd like to share with you guys a quote which i felt very strongly about and it's none other than this:
Peter Llewelyn Davies: This is absurd. It's just a dog.
J.M. Barrie: Just a dog? *Just*?
[to Porthos]
J.M. Barrie: Porthos, don't listen!
[to Peter]
J.M. Barrie: Porthos dreams of being a bear, and you want to shatter those dreams by saying he's *just* a dog? What a horrible candle-snuffing word. That's like saying, "He can't climb that mountain, he's just a man", or "That's not a diamond, it's just a rock." Just.

"Where will your imagination take you?"

"No. Just... come home to me at the end of the day. No more trips to the country, no more long evenings in the park. If you can't give us that much of a chance... Then we must end this... and I will."

"Young boys should never be sent to bed... they always wake up a day older."

"Sylvia Llewelyn Davies: Just pretending? You brought pretending into this family, James. You showed us we can change things by simply believing them to be different.
J.M. Barrie: A lot of things, Sylvia. Not everything."

"So did I. But in fact, she is, because she's on every page of your imagination. You'll always have her there. Always."

"Do you believe in fairies? Say quick that you believe. If you believe, clap your hands!"

"When the first baby laughed for the first time, the laugh broke into a thousand pieces, and they all went skipping about. And that was the beginning of fairies."

"Magnificent. The boy is gone. In the last 30 seconds... you became a grown-up."

"Twenty-five seats, given to orphans. Perfect. Now my nightmare is complete."

"It seems to me that Peter's trying to grow up too fast. I imagine he thinks that grown-ups don't hurt as deeply as children do when they... when they lose someone."

"To die will be an awfully big adventure. "

"Quit ordering me about! This isn't your home, it's *our* home! Just because Mother's needed your help recently doesn't give you the right to lord over her existence. She isn't a child anymore, and neither am I. If she wants to see uncle Jim she can see uncle Jim. There's nothing you can do about it!"

Well, I really love this at the end of the whole movie. *SPOILER* DO NOT READ IF YOU WANNA WATCH THE MOVIE. When Sylvia had passed away, Peter was really sad and asked Mr Barrie why she had to die. Mr Barrie comforted him saying that his mother will be there with him as long as he believe. And this is the last line which he said which I think really gave a big impact as an ending.

"I can see her."

-By believing, Peter. Just believe.-

2007-05-29T03:27:00.000+08:00

Hehehe! hey guys!! I've just created something.. And wanna share it!! Teehee.. Well, I didn't get much comments on my story x_X gosh.. Must have sucked..
Anyway, I've done a simple graphic on it! ^o^ Errmm.. It may not be good. So, yeah.. Anyway, Give me critiques and comments again please!! =D=D

(Please View Full ^^)

Oh yeah.. Here are the sources!!
-Baby
-Couple Rings

Haha.. I edited them by using Microsoft Words and Paint ^^ Yup.. No Adobe Photoshop or whatever..

HEHE and that's it! Thankiiee!! ^o^ see ya!

-True Love Never Has an Ending.-

2007-05-26T21:03:00.000+08:00

Hey.. Sorry for not updating so much lately.. Hehe Special apologies to my fans XDXD HUAHUAHAUHUA well, for this period of time, I guess I'm not gonna update much.

And umm.. About the Phantom of the Opera.. I think I've told you guys that I was rather disappointed with it, yeah? Well, I found the answer to my feelings. I guess it must have been my high expectations, again. Deep in my heart, my instincts told me that maybe, just maybe, the previous performances that they had were better than the performance which I watched.
So yeah, that was pretty much about the oh!-I'm-not-so-satisfied problem.
Here's the "other" pictures I promised ^^

well, that's me.. Not the best picture anyway XD

And that's the program book^^ Hmm.. Thought it could have been nicer too :(

Oh yeah, did I mention that I was looking for the survey form at the end of the whole performance? Haha! Well, I was. And I couldn't find it. So I thought that maybe the form which was meant for me had dropped somewhere and it was never to be seen again. Guess what?! It didn't vanish! It was there, with me all along -_- And I only found that out when I reached home! HAHA! Here is a picture of it!! ^^

Se that?! The PHANTOM of the OPERA hehehhehe XDXD

Okays, now, some guys were off the lion city already and are in the country with Bahasa as a language. Sigh. How I wish I am there too but no.. There are still things that I need to do here ^^
And Sorry Joel!!! x_X Oh yeah, and I've found out about the whole truth behind the stepping-on-one's-pride thingy.. And after knowing the simple truth, I'm angry no more. Haha! See that? That's how important truths are ^^. So for now, my "bete marathon" shall subside ^^ heheh

> Well, I'm not sure if I've told you guys about this. Well, after watching the Barbie and the Magic of the Rainbow, I watched Labyrinth. Okay, for some reason this sounds so familiar. Anyhow, I'll just tell you again, if I did before. It's a long-awaited movie hehe and I was happy!! XDXD LOL Shall skip the crap and show it to you now!! ^^

And just now, I just finished watching Barbie and the Magic of Pegasus =]]WHEEE heheeh

And that's it for today! Well, Blogger, again has deleted some things that I wrote. I'm rather thankful that they did. Well, not really. Cause this blog is supposed to contain memories. Oh, but whatever! HAHA! I shall stop now.. Nitez everyone!!

-There's always hope!-
Adapted from Barbie

2007-05-24T01:50:00.000+08:00

Well, guys, it's been quite some time since the last time I updated, no? Umm.. Let me just tell you guys about something that I forgot to mention in my previous post. Now, if you look on the left hand side of this blog, you know, the navigations thingy? Where you click to read this post... Yeah, You'll realise that I've made a new section right at the very bottom of the list. It's called "Past". It's actually the archives. =D HEHE so, if you wanna read about my.. So-called "past", you can always go there and of course, to my previous blog xD HEHE enjoy~~

Now now, apart from that, I've composed a short story too. It was composed not too long ago too.. HEHE And I was wondering whether or not I should post it up here.. And I guess I've decided that I should!
Do leave some comments and critics ya! And for you information, it may be SUPER fast-paced. Cuz it was meant ot be short x_X but oh wells, the plots isn't really suitable for a short one-shot I guess and I did it in a really short time xD HAHAHAH Enjoy nonetheless!! =]]
Oh yesh, and I've divided them into 4 parts. However, it's not long, really.. I just divided it into 4 parts for your comfort when reading it ^^

Story of the Never-Ending... Part I
Story of the Never-Ending... Part II
Story of the Never-Ending... Part III
Story of the Never-Ending... Part IV
(magnify it them to be able to read them properly)

No animals or humans was hurt during the production. This is 100% Fictional. Events, names, parts or descriptions were not meant to depict a true fact. If it does, please take it easy. Thank you! XD

And Next up, I'd like to share with you guys... This quiz. It's some quiz that I took a few moments ago and WoW! The result which I received... Was rather accurate! Amazing, huh? LOL or was it just another coincidence?? I ono XD Anyway, it's a test on Colorgenics... Here's my results: My Personal Profile
And you can take the quiz too! Over here! =]]

And that's all that I have for you right now.. Yeah.. Disappointed, huh? There's no update on other things x_X Well, I will update soon... But not now XD haha! Cheers!

-You have to learn to accept death in order to live.-
Adapted (but have been edited by me) from Tuesdays with Morrie

2007-05-21T15:35:00.001+08:00

Hey hey guys!! X3X3 Well, I'm back from dragon-boating all the way at kallang Swimming place. Gosh.. It stank there.. I mean, seriously, it smelled VERY bad. To make things even worse, there were girls who started complaining non-stop! And not to mention, whining as well!! GRRRRRHHHH!! GOSH! It SO made my day!

Further more, the instructor who was teaching us didn't help much either! He was there, just there. He only taught us some few basics such as how to hold the paddler, the techniques of rowing, backing, holding and splashing -_-;;. The boys didn't really help much too. They were pretty noisy down there but hey! They were having their fun =]] And I think that it's great!! ^^ If only the girls tried to be more out-going and you know, STOP WHINING!!!!

All the while - in the middle of the water - I felt like doing something that would bring the spirit of my team up. Something, just something! I thought, maybe cheering could help, but these boys won't cheer, so.. Forget bout that! And I thought about how we should shout together as one TEAM! With one VOICE! However, again, the instructor is not helping -______-''

And sure enough, my patience, guts and everything inside me was tested! It was a decision that all of US have to make. One, to stay there like idiots, groan and pout or two, just DO SOMETHING about it and make the whole event fun for our experience and memory!

I do realise that boys have mainly win-ridden mindsets and do not actually care much about everything else around them. Example, when you dragon-boat, team spirit and team work is most important. That, I know. And these kids do not know about that I guess =/ one by one they started shouting, "Heck care about the rhythm! Just row row!! Quick!!" And that was totally wrong. I was waiting for the instructor to actually correct them for I have no "power" or "rights" to correct them or anything cuz in the first place, I'm another student who's still learning after all.

Things went on like that for quite some time and I REALLY had the urge to just. DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!!! But I hold myself... And I told myself that I'm just gonna do something about it right at the very last straw if that instructor really aint gonna do aint no nothing about it.

True enough, he didn't do anything about it. So, I requested that all of us sit to the sides of the boat and the guys played - rocking the whole boat from side to side and you can actually hear some people screaming like there's no tomorrow -_- And when everyone has subsided from their excitement, I asked the instructor to teach us something. I received no reply. He was talking to Poh Seng and the others at the back and I think that he was asking them on what we want to be taught on.

Of course, we do not know. Just anything would be fun actually.. Be it the way we should scream together or something. It doesn't really HAVE to be cheers or such =/ But gosh~ It was a total disappointment.. He taught us none and instead just asked us to row and row again.

So, that's what we practically did most of the time - rowing and rowing - until the point of time when the race was about to start. I could hold it no more and decided that I should shout across the whole boat and tell them to do something. And this is wad I said:
"Guys! Let's have some team spirit! Okay? This is our only chance! It's once in a lifetime! So why don't we make full use of it? This is the race! Let's win it! Everyone.. Let's shout together, alright?" (waited for response) "Okay?? And if we win, we will push the instructor into the water! Okay?!?" (reponse).
Well, alright, it wasn't really those words but that's what I meant and hey, the words that came out of my mouth hours ago wasn't that far from those that I wrote, anyway.

We seriously didn't use our time very wisely, not to the point where everyone enjoyed it VERY MUCH but hey, at least, I'm glad and very proud to say that at the end of the day, we still made it =]. It was even said that we could have been the first in the race! Well, in fact, it wasn't really clear whether we were first or second cuz the teachers said that we were reaaaally close and our boat was actually sort of going slant way??

Like so, I guess. I'm not really sure myself. But what I saw was that we arrived first? But Well, some said that the other boat came first XD I'm not sure which boat.. But if I'm not mistaken, it was from the red team HEHE Anyway, winning or losing is not really the most important part of this all (although it could have been since the whole experience was rather a dread to most of us). The fact is that the learning journey on how to row the boat was the most valuable and we've sort of... Lost it. But anyhow, I'm still proud of all of them! Who knows, we might have actually been the best with a lil touch up here and there! ^^ Right guys?? Well, I just hope that it wasn't because of me (cause I felt that I'm partly to blame. I'm sorry!)

Alright! Enough about the dragon-boating experience! Well, went back to school with Yi Si and the teachers just now to return my over-dued story book XD. Jade Green, remember? Yeah~ What took me so long? Lol.. Must be the exams and etceteras. But anyway, it's done and the story is pretty.. Odd. Well, predictable sort of story. Happy ending and yeah.. That's about it. Rather cliché. =/

Well, that's the best photo I could get xD the book I read was had a cover which was more vague than this one =] But anyhow, this is it! ^^ You may wanna read it =]
Anyway, enough of commercialising this book! Back to the story. So, Yi Si and I were there in school. I met Jess U, Steffi, Siska, Jeremy, Fareez.. and Jing Xing too. Well, Yi Si and I chatted through our journey home =] OH! Met Daniel and his friend too! ^o^ Hmm.. He sort of tested my thick-skiness =/ gosh~ I'm hella thick-skinned!

Well, that's it for today and oh! I'm reading a new book currently ^^ It's entitled Tuesdays with Morrie. Bet many of you heard of it before! Yeah!! I hear you.. What is it that you're saying? "It's good!", "It's the best!", "It's really meaningful!" yeah? yeah? "Huh? Haven't heard of that book before!" Oopz! Really?? XD Sorry! HAHA! Well, now you have!! =D=D Wheee

It has even got a website! Click here!

That is all for now.. Shall update you guys about The Phantom of the Opera (TPO/TPOTO) next time yeah =]]

Cya everyone!! ^o^ OH!! I've watched The Labyrinth too!! Gonna update you guys about these two things then!! ^o^ eheheh~~

-Sometimes you cannot believe what you see.
You have to believe that you feel.-

2007-05-20T03:41:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Well, as I've promised, I shall post up some of the Spice Girls Videos.. Bet you're gonna liKe them ^o^ Well, I love these few that I'm gonna pot =]] ENJOY!!

Let Love Lead The Way

AAHH!! I've always loved this video!! It gave each member an "element" hehehe!! ^o^ love it love it!!

Goodbye

Love the song!! ^^

Viva Forever

aww~~ Gosh.. I didn't realise that those pixies look that freaky in the past.. LOL But hey, "live forever" =]]

Mama

This song is sooo meaningful =]] *sobs* it really does mean a lot, i reckon.

Say You'll Be There

This is cute XD HAHA Loved it so much when I was lil but not really the best song they had ^^;;;;

Holler

Well, this vid is not really special or something but hey, I still like it! Guess it must have because of the song's catchy beat. And i liked this mainly because of the parts where they're in the pyramid and when they showed their "elements" XD

And hey! I just came back from the Phantom of the Opera!! ^o^ really loved it! It was wonderful!! =]] HEHE but it's getting late and I shan't talk much about it.. I'll just up some pictures of me and the souvenir(s) I bought. ^^ Hmm actually, I wasn't fully satisfied with The Phantom of the Opera just now though =/ I'm not really sure why.. Sigh~~ Anyway, here are the pix!!

And of course, we have the souvenirs :)

And more coming up in the next post or so ^^ HEHE!! Well, hope you guys enjoyed your days!! Good night!

"A collector's piece indeed... every detail, exactly as she said... will you still play when all the rest of us are dead?"

" Gossip's worth its weight in gold."

"Hounded out by everyone! Met with hatred everywhere! No kind word from anyone! No compassion anywhere! Christine! Christine! Why? Why?"

"Down once more to the dungeon of my black despair! Down we plunge to the prison of my mind! Down that path into darkness deep as Hell! Why, you ask, was I bound and chained in this cold and dismal place? Not for any mortal sin, but the wickedness of my abhorrent face!"

"Let your mind start a journey to a strange new world! Leave all thoughts of the life you knew before! Let your soul take you where you long to be! Only then can you belong to me..."

"That fate which condemns me to wallow in blood has also denied me the joys of the flesh this face-the infection which poisons our love. This face which earned a mother's fear and loathing, a mask my first unfeeling scrap of clothing. Pity comes too late, turn around and face your fate, an eternity of *this* before your eyes!"

"life is now the prize which you must earn!"

"This face, which earned a mother's fear and loathing, a mask, my first unfeeling scrap of clothing... "

"This loathsome gargoyle, who burns in bell, but secretly yearns for heaven. Secretly... secretly..."

"I remain, Gentlemen, Your obedient servant"

"Too late for prayers and useless pity!"

-In his eyes, all the sadness of the world.-

2007-05-19T18:15:00.000+08:00

Well, hehe~ I think i may change my style of posting my blog nowadays XD well.. I guess it's thanks to my previous blog *points down* yeah~ that rather sadistic post of mine.. I only used colours that sort of pictures my mood xD huauha~~ Instead of mixing all of them up.. But hey, it's an indefinite thing lol. Okay.. Forget about what I just said. It's all a pile of junk x_X guess I'm just going nuts thanks to over-excitement~ HAHAAH!

Anyway, the hippy hippy hyper me is so happy today!! ^o^ who cares about yesterday's quarrel~ what I'm gonna care about for now is THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!!! Woo hoo!! Hehe~ It will start at about 8 and it's already 6.15 right now!! So, I'm updating my post about my excitement right now.. I don't think I'll have time to update my blog later on =/ Lol! Who knows~~

Anyway, guess what!!! Well, since a long time ago, I've always loved to reminiscence on the past. Be it the events that have happened to me, the stories that I've heard, songs I've heard, things that I watched and many more. Well, recently, I've been talking with my "childhood" friends. We recalled our moments when we were younger. How crazy and fun those days were! They also shared with me how their present days are different from our past. Their lives are now full of uncertainty, confusion, pain and problems. Anyhow, I'm just glad that they're always there for/with me =]

And on my own, I've always liked listening to old songs and watching old videos.. They brought back soooo many memories! Sometimes, those memories are so sweet that they made me wanna cry.. Haha! But obviously, I did not XD And lately, I've been hearing Spice Girls. Do any of you know them? I'm sure that most of you do.. They were really hot during the 90s.. XD AHHA! When I was such a small kiddo XD Love their songs!! Goosshh~~ Hmm.. I do feel like posting up some songs of theirs.. Well, fine I guess I shall later on XD

Oh yeah!! that reminds me!! I wanted to give Harimau some comments 2 days ago!! =/ Hmmm.. Can't seem to do it right~! Cuz that thing is gosh~ So confusing -_____-'' Hmm. But either way, they still mean the same, yeah? Haha! Shall use that then! Hmm.. Think I better give him the comment tomorrow XD

Oh yeah!! AND AND!! I just finished watching Barbie Fairytopia: Magic of the Rainbow

Hhehehe!! I know I know, this is VERY shocking XD HAHA! Well, I LOVE to watch Barbie shows! WAHAHAH Hmm.. I've watched almost every series of the Barbie animation XD In fact, I've watched every one of it except for the Mermaidia XDXD TAHAAHAHH!!
Well, this show is nice!! HEHEHE Although I think that there are some other better Barbie animation.. Hehe! Anyhow, it was still nice!! ^o^ hehehe~ I was like smiling and clapping my hand every now and then~ Becoming a small kiddo again is soo nice! ^o^ heheh~ Fun fun!!

Anyway, I gotta start changing and getting ready to set off now! I needa go of to the Esplanade already! ^o^ cyaa everyone!!

"Discover the Secrets of the Crystal Palace"

-Together we are strong.-

2007-05-18T20:44:00.000+08:00

Well well well, many days sure have passed. Many things have happened too, just like how events turn up every now and then in a movie. Didn't update cause a few reasons. First and foremost, tiredness. Secondly, my mood, I was pretty pissed off. Followed by the fact that I was busy. Doing this and that, calming myself down and hoping for truths to unfold themselves. Well, guess what? words that I spoke in the past was real. Sometimes, well most of the time, I do not really seek for truth, or even if I did, truth found me instead. In a way or another. Most of the time, it would struck me with great... melancholy? Well, it wasn't a feeling of shock, disappointment or sadness. It was a feeling that my present self is unable to describe. Not just yet. Maybe, when I've learnt many more things in the future, I will be able to understand it and share it with the people around me. I hope I do.

Anyway, since the past few days, I've been meeting freak-heads. Strangers who are male. Mostly males who should have grown old enough to understand what he should and should not do. Examples are:

-knocking into girls in the middle of a BIG road purposely without any reason(s) AT ALL.
-Taking pictures of innocent, pretty, cute and harmless little girls that you meet in some RANDOM places such as a fast-food restaurant.
-Speaking ill of other people who you've NOT EVEN MET. Especially, hurting their pride OR looking down on them for GOD knows what reason.

Well, first of all, I have a few words to tell the guys who are reading my blog. I know that this may sound hurtful. In fact, you may hate me after reading this post but as human beings, I believe that all of us have to learn how to accept the painful truths of reality, instead of simply just running away from them. Now, the fact that has always been kept in my mind since I was small was that males are jerks. Why is that so? Well, you ask that question to yourself. If you still don't have the answer then wait and see, it'll dawn on you soon enough.
Many of us, I believe, would agree that males have greater responsibilities in taking of their opposite gender as they have better physical states compared to females. They were also born with high pride and ego, most of the time, higher than that of girls. But boys, have you ever turned your heads around and take a second to look at ALL the girls before? I bet not. Well, guess what? Although most of us girls has lower ego compared to you guys, some of us has high egos too. And when you touched their pride, or even worse, HURT their pride, you're gonna pay the price. =] Mark my words.
And to all the LOSERS out there. GODAMMIT. You guys sure are the disgrace to the societies. Want me to tell you something? You fools are lucky to bump into me, out of all the human beings in this world. Why? Cause lucky you, I have a SUPER high level of patience and I think lots of times before putting my thoughts into actions. I didn't, I'm sure that I would have bashed up at least one guy by now already ^^ So, count yourselves one of the luckiest men ever on earth, arseholes!

Anyway, putting all those Sheits aside, I shall share with you guys some movies that I've watched lately. First up, The Illusionist. It was really nice! The story line, the tricks and the way some of the tricks were being introduced. However, I did not manage to finish the whole movie thanks to some problems but I'm planning to borrow it's DVD from somebody soon ^^ hehe maybe Steffi or whoever~ =D heeee
And next, I just watched The Prestige. What's with you? You may ask. hauuaha~ I dunno.. Magic and illusions have been revolving around me lately. Guess it might be some sign that I shall solve my problem with some illusions too XD wahahaha!! Anyway, it was impressive, touching, touching, wonderful and sweet at the same time. It truly was marvellous; definitely a MUST watch. It depicts such feelings which could not be described with words. Somehow, I think that sometimes I experienced those kinda feelings before or had done something like that before. Whatever it is, you gotta watch it and unveil its astonishing discovery yourself ^.~

Well, there were some days which was full of depression. I hate to see tears. Regardless who it's from - be it male or female, young or old. Of course, it's worse when it rolled down female's cheeks, indefinitely. But nonetheless, days with smiles, laughters and jokes come around soon enough. Well, this world is a total enigma sometimes but if you're patient enough and observant enough, you may see the wondrous beauty life has.

That's it for now. I had went out a lot. met Stephanie's mom, borrowed DVDs with Steffi, Disa and Mir, watched lots of movies. Met with Eric, Franky, dkk and spoke about lots of things with Isnu, Siska and more. Honestly, everything's cool. Moniq was here too. She shared some wondrous stories with me, her life is a movie. In fact, it might have been an award-winning movie. Haha! But she's in Hong kong right now and I am now only 1 day away from my date! =] There's also the Bowling Competition tomorrow at SAFRA.. I'm still debating with myself right now on whether or not I should go tomorrow morning. Gosh~ whatever the outcome may be, good nite, everyone. =]

A friendship
that became a rivalry.
A rivalry
that turned deadly.

Behind the mystery lie
the secrets.
Behind the secrets lie and
astonishing discovery.

-Did You Watch Close Enough?-

2007-05-13T00:46:00.000+08:00

Hey guys!! It's me back! Now, let me update you guys with what happened on the11th. Well, something which was UNEXPECTED happened, i shall not elaborate what, but happened so coincidentally that I was shocked. It's something that I never thought would have happened! Seriously.
Anyway, I was out with Disa, Steph and Steffi. Disa dated me - the two of us watched Spider Man 3. In case you're thinking, what?! She watch Spider Man 3?? An Action movie? She likes action movies? Well, my answer is: Yes. I watched the movie.. I wasn't interested in it initially, but THANKS to its bloody trailer, I decided that maybe it's gonna be a good show and that I should watch it! GOSH! I instincts were right! It didn't live up to my expectations! Grrr... All Speedyman fans out there, please do not despise me, i did not mean to offend you guys or something but seriously speaking, i was disappointed. So, you guys shouldn't be that angry actually. It just goes to show that I have a very high expectation for it, it just didn't live up to it. And no... Action movies are not really my faves but hey, some of them are really nice yeah? XD HAHA!
Niwae, when Disa and I were watching the movie, Steph was with Stef, doing I dunno what. The 4 of us met each other again after the movie ended at Cheezecake. Hmm.. I have not the pictures but I think that you can see some pix in either one of their blogs... Now, I felt really guilty on that day cuz I ordered this cheesecake (shall not tell you what) and I thought that it tasted rather weird. I let the others have a try on it and they had the same sentiments, too. Thus, we decided to tell the manager there.. And he gave us another cheesecake for FREE! OMG!! x________X GOSH~ he's SO nice!! But nah.. We decided to pay for it anyway ^^
Stephanie was also telling us about how lucky she has been. Lots of free things went her way and she met many nice people too! Haha.. Lucky lucky!! Oh yeah, we were joking about what we're gonna do when a rapist or a burglar attacks you. Stephanie was grabbing shirt and was about to twist it and pull (ya know, just like how it's usually done) but before she could do anything further than pulling my shirt, I hoped back. I stood there rooted to the ground for a while and then started small screams and "scolding" her in some high-pitched voice. Guess what? All of them were laughing their heads off. They said that my reaction/reflexes were weird cuz normal girls don't usually do that. They elaborated that girls usually scream their heads off when such things happen to them. Now, when I heard their words, I realised that hey, that's true! Girls usually do that! And thanks to that, most of the girls get raped. Why? That's simply because they were too busy screaming when a rapist grabbed them that they forgot to run away!! -_____-;; So girls, please remember to RUN while you SCREAM your heads-off next time some unfortunate event(s) happen to you^^
We then took the free shuttle bus to orchard road and went to Kinokuniya at Takashimaya. Went we were there, I introduced some books to Steffi and she bought two. One in about romance while the other is none other than The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time. XD Hehehe.. Please don't ask me why I love it so much.. I think my previous post sometime ago had explained, somewhat. =] And then I saw this book too, it was under the Anthology section and was entitled something like the Gods' History 4,000 Years ago or something like that x____X maybe I shall search it for you guys... So far I can't seem to find it =/ Anyway~ It was really cool! And so I decided to call Franky to tell him about it XD Haha! It turned out that he was somewhere nearby. So, I asked him whether he wanna come around to see the book. He said no cuz he had actually promised his friends to hang out together and I told him to actually come for a while and then go back. He then offered that he should run to and back. Gosh~ Of course I didn't allow him to do that just for a book -_- Hehe!
Anyway, after the Kinokuniya trip, we went to Cine leisure. We were doing nothing actually. Oh! We ate our dinner there. Met Chenliana, Anglen, Meilinda, San San, Yulia and mba there XD Hehehe!! Talked to them for quite a while and went back to the table where the guys were seating at. Well, Eric was supposed to treat me! But he didn't! -_________- Damn~!
Anyway, we continued eating and went home after that.. Was tired actually but not anymore since they keep on asking me to stay and the time was already 10PM+.
I then slept at 3 AM+ cuz I couldnt sleep. Was playing neopets and finding myself some work to do. Haha!

As for today, I did not anything much. Was thinking of going out with Disa and the others again today but thought that I should stay at home and rest. What's more, my pockets are dried.. So, yeah. And then Franky asked me whether I wanna join him and Eric for dinner and I said that I'm not going to. He then told me that he's gonna have a candle-lit dinner with Eric XD Haha!! That's cute.. Lol! But they're not gay, don't worry. So I spent my day today with my childhood friend, primary school friend actually, Phyone. =] Hehe! Miss her like crazy! And am soo happy that I met her! ^o^ Ohh~~

Well, as I've said earlier, Moniq is coming today!! Yey!! Except, I do not know what time her flight will be and what time she'll be reaching here =/ sheez!! Me feel like fetching her from the airport!! =D heee~~

And it's 6 more days to Phantom of the Opera too!! I've been looking forward to it!! Wheee~~

Anyway, I would like to something to you guys~ Hehe! To those of you who have been reading my blog, supporting me and tagging me: Thank you so much! =]] HEHEHE
STEFFI!! Hehehe!! Thank youu~~ Hehehe For saying that I'm cool XD teehee~~ I'm shyy
MEILIANA!! Sorry for making you look like that x____X Didn't have the intention to do so~ and aww~~ thank you soo much for saying that I rock.. It made my day!! ^o^
Disa!! Hehehe love you too!! ^o^
ISNU!! For whatever comments you have~ HAHUAUAAUH hilarious bro XD
MIRANDA!!! For being the cockroach in da house XD
IMAN!! My bitch! XP is there more to say??
STEPHANIE!! HAHAHA for being retarded and dropping some comments hehehhe
AND OTHERS who i may have not mentioned but you guys are really sweet!! ^^ those comments and words really made my day =]]

And here are some pictures that I shall share with you XD

Cute Plastic Bag XD

Remember the sweets that my grandmother took for me??

HAHAHA stole them from the Carrefour XDXD cuteness~~!!

Here are the tix!! The first was the Speedyman 3's Ticket and the second was the 200PB ticket

Alright then~~ that's it from me today! ^o^ good night everyone!!

-Jealousy Is The Source Of All Problems.-

2007-05-11T02:59:00.000+08:00

YEY!! I'm so happy~ I finally found the solution to all my blogging problems~~ And here's a feast for you guys!!=] enjoy!! hehehe

List:

Wilona
Stephanie
Cindy
Anthony
Jenny
Reagina
Siska
Steffi
Eric
Jessica Ang

Ardisa
Dewi
Selfy
Franky

Jessica Utami
Anita
Leslie

--- ga bisa dtg

--- not sure

--- bisa pergi

Tuesday, 8 May, 2007

I had my DnT paper today. It was doable ^^ and I have confidence that I’ll do well for it =D hehe~ I did the planning for tomorrow too. It’s gonna be Mir’s Birthday!!! =]] know that I’m gonna be disappointed again. But Heck! I’m still doing it anyway. After all, she was present on that day. Even if she wasn’t the person who organized it or wadeva. Even if she made me angry, disappointed me umpteen times, left so many scars that they can hardly be cured, I’m still gonna do it anyway. I’m still able to hold it back and I shall hold it back to its limit. Maybe, I am already reaching its limit but oh wells, I’m sure that many people would have wanted this as well. I wonder if anyone felt that way.> I hope that everyone can make it on that day ^^ hehe~~

Tomorrow’s Listening Comprehension for mother tongue.. Hope that everything will go well!!

Wednesday, 9 May, 2007

Today’s Mir’s Birthday! ^o^ HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIR!!! =D=D

Hehe! The plan is:

· Get Stephanie and Jessica to bring Mir to the zoo.

· I’ll buy the cake the cake with some other people (turned out to be Steffi and Disa and Eric)

· Meet up with the other people at about 12PM at the Clementi MRT station

· Anthony came next and we waited there for sometime and Jenny, Wilona and Siska came

· We set off for the zoo!

· Took bus and changed 3 times

· Reach the zoo and plan a surprise for Mir.

Well, guess wad? We decided to execute the surprise at the polar bear place. We were supposed to leave some notes (supposed to look like notes from admirer(s)), light the candles and hide away. But everything did not really succeed cuz trio seemed to have lost their way ^^;; And well, the candle was almost finished when they were lost and when they finally came, Steph contacted us through sms and oh! You know, sometimes smses are so gay! They may take ages to reach! So yeah, our plan foiled. But well, Mir said that she was happy. And thanked all of us =]

After that, we went for a tram ride. =] met lots of my mates, family, friends, cousins, relatives, whatever and MYSELF!! Haha!! XDXD and! Oh~ I love the white tigers!! =] My love~ and we went to the souvenir shop. Took some pix, hugged some plushies and went into the ultra-violet section XD haha! We rocked! All purple and cool! Oh, jenny became bright yellow! No, not the human, but her shirt! Haha! She was like the “Sun”!

We then went to the KFC and had our dinner. Well, not all of us, but most of us. And Steph was practically mugging there with Jess but Jess went home with Siska and Wil first. (this was possible cuz Siska and Wil came back to pass Steph her runaway file XD).

We then went home together. We took bus and alighted at the Ang Mo Kio MRT station and took MRT all the way home. We stopped by TBP to buy some things at the NTUC. We reminiscent on some of our past and all of us reached home sweet home safely ^^

Hehe!! Good nitez everyone!! ^o^ OH!! AM SOOO HAPPY!! MONIQ IS COMING!! YEY!! XDXD

To Siska:
Fighting!! =]] Do your art well!! Get that A1 for me ya! XDXD hehe!!

To Isnu:
Don’t think too much… Gosh, it’s driving you nutz and giving you unnecessary stress =/

To Disa:
Sis~ Chill man.. =] Will always be there for you yaa~

To Mir:
Happy Birthday again!! ^o^ heheh~ hope you enjoyed your day, gurl!

To Meiliana:
Hey~~ Don’t be so sad.. I bet that she’s not worth all that. So why hurt yourself? C’mon girl! You can do it! Strive on… And forget about her! ^^ there’s are dozens of people out there who worth much more than her!

The sec4s and 3s:
Hey hey!! Good luck for your papers!! MY GREATEST APOLOGIES TO YOU GUYS!!! And ALL THE BEST YA!! =]] HWAITING!! You guys can do it!! ^^ Don’t flunk 3 subjects like me!! =]] And once again, SORRY!!! And have a nice day ^^

-Something that has been done can never be undone;
Time can never be rewind.-

Thursday, 10 May, 2007

Was planning to send my aunt this morning and woke up in the morning at about 9. it just so happened that her flight was in the afternoon. Man! I thought that it was a morning flight! Hehe~ was so glad to find out that it was in the afternoon ^^ it gave me more time to get ready and I was able to send them off! =D

Actually, when I thought that I have missed my aunt’s flight, I sort of arranged to meet Steffi. However, out of the blue while I was writing some words, my aunt came into my room abruptly. It totally shocked me and it was then that I was informed about her actual flight and my misunderstanding. They were actually out of the house early in the morning to accompany my grandparents to the doctor. Haha!

So, I was sending them to the airport in the afternoon and gee.. I bet that I’m gonna miss all of them. After all, they’ve spent some time here you know.. about half of a year. And I’ll definitely miss them! Even though they’re most of the time annoying than pleasant but hey, that’s what I’m gonna miss, I guess. Hehe and although everything was so embarrassing just now, my grandma is actually kinda sweet. She took lots of candies just now from the counter just for me XD gosh~ that’s embarrassing! But hey, it’s the thoughts that count most! =]

After that, we planned to go to the movies together. Ardisa, Stephanie, Steffi, Miranda, Anita and Cindy, so there were 6 of us in total. And the movie of choice was 200 Pounds of Beauty. It was absolutely gorgeous! Fine, you don’t usually describe a movie as “gorgeous” but it was seriously gorgeous. It tells us a story of a woman who’s fugly but has a really nice voice, simply put: she’s talented. However, thanks to her outer ugliness, she could not perform on stage. Instead, another person took over her place in stardom and achieved the accomplices that should have been hers. If that’s not bad enough, reality struck her more than once too – the fact that she’s fugly. Many people around her used her and most even looked down on her. It was then that she finally decided that she should go through an extreme make-over on herself. True enough, she turned into a beautiful lady and her journey continued on as a new person in the entertainment industry.

I think that this show is really great. It tells us about inner beauty and outer beauty as well. Although a person has a beautiful face, body and assets, it doesn’t mean that one will lead a happy life cuz what matters most is the inner beauty =]

Oh yeah, before the movie, we were eating at Ala Cartel. It was simply retarded XD we were laughing our heads off in there. What happened? We were singing songs! Gosh!! And it wasn’t/ weren’t just any other songs. It was the Doraemon song!! Gosh~~ The Indonesian version though XD we went:

“Aku ingin begini, aku ingin begitu. Ingin ingin ingin itu banyak se~ka~li~

Semua semua se-mua dapat di~ lakukan, dapat dilakukan dengan kan~tong a-jaib…

Aku ingin terbang bebas di~ ang-kasa~!!!

Hey! Baling2 bambu!! *deng deng deng*

La-la-la~ oh aku sayang se-kali~ Dorae.. Mo~n…”

Hahuaha!! XDXD omg!! And we did the opera version and etc. Lol.. made quite a big fool of ourselves!! XDXD

And after the movie, we went to Plaza Singapura to look around and have some fun. We bought some things for Carrefour too. Most of what I bought was yoghurts XD yesh~ I know that’s weird but frankly speaking, I love yoghurts! To me, they’re yummy!! =D and damn! Stephanie and the guys kept on putting ice into my SHIRT!!! And Anita, the beautifully vain Anita, had to purposely press them against my back! -_____- gosh~~

But hey, all and all it was fun! =D heheh!! Glad to go out today hehe~ even though it’s really tiring, I think that it was all worthwhile!!! ^o^ thanks guys!! =D

Oh, and here is a message for a special someone in my life. Don’t ask me who and if you think that you are this special someone, then read it and do digest it, please. But if you think that you’re not the one, just read it anyway if you want to ^^ Oh! And you may think that you’re the one, but you’re not. My advice is that if you think that you’re the one, you might have done something in the past or lately that made you feel guilty. So, do read on too and digest or reject it as much as you want to make yourself a better person ^^ do not feel too sad. There’s always room for improvements for everyone! I need to improve myself too~ nobody’s perfect! ^^

Anyway, here’s what I gotta say:

Hey~! I know that you’re lying, we know that you’re lying. It was a mere act put by you, isn’t it? I saw through you. It wasn’t only me. Actually, there was at least another person who saw through you. I may be wrong but based on how I feel now, I may be right. What you’ve done, you know about it yourself. Oh! Or are you unaware of it, again?! Gosh… if you really ARE unaware of it, AGAIN, then I’ve got nothing to say anymore, really. I’m sick and tired of all these already and am not gonna publicize about this. For those who know what I’m talking about, I’m glad you do. But if you do not know, I’m so sorry. Asking me will not help you at all cuz I’m not gonna talk about it no more unless I feel like it.

Well, in my opinion, everyone of us are born on earth to become a somebody. And so, you CAN become a SOMEBODY. It’s just the matter on whether or not you’re going to do something about yourself or not. And about whether you ARE gonna be A somebody or are you just gonna be somebody else? It’s really a shame if you’re gonna be somebody else cuz frankly speaking, I’m sure that each of us can be somebody great. There’s no use copying other people… cuz at the end of the day, you’re the one who’s gonna lose out. You’ll be the one without originality and you’re gonna be one feeling sad for yourself. You’re gonna think that you are useless and hopeless when you are actually NOT. So, think about these words properly. I hope that it knocked some sense into you.

And good night everyone!! Shall stop now =]]

Oh! I forgot to tell you guys about my experience on the bus yesterday when we were on our way to the zoo. It was totally… unexpected. There was this guy who, out of the blue, scolded me for being noisy in the bus. For goodness sake, there were many other people in the bus and none of them complaint. Gosh! I was in a rather low spirit at that point of time cuz I was tired and sleepy. Lucky you, FREAK! He was such an old man and he was speaking in broken Malay. Gosh! Now I’m gonna teach you guys how to reprimand a “kid” that’s annoying you properly. Cuz if you do not know how to reprimand them PROPERLY, you’ll end up being a pain in the arse yourself!

1) Do not speak in some language that you’re not familiar with, especially, in Malay. Cause apparently, my friends and I are INDONESIAN. Get that right in your tiny brain!

2) Don’t think too highly of yourself. Gosh! You’re pissing ME off, do you know that? Well, nah… I bet that you don’t know. I think that you should get your granddaughters to teach you how to use technology so that you can read my blog and digest these.

3) When you said “you think I don’t understand what you guys were saying?!” Well, yeah. I think that you do not understand us. It seems like that IS the sad truth which you can’t seem to accept.

4) You’re one hella lucky guy! I totally salute you for scolding me at such a great timing – I was tired, sleepy and was wearing my uniform. And I was respecting you too, cuz to me, teenagers should respect their elders. And I was aware that we did some tiny mistakes but not to the extend that it warrants you to freakingly reprimand me! But nah… I shall forget about this and close an eye. It’s just gonna be a memory to be reminiscent on.

So, on the whole, I have one advice for all of you hear when you wanna patronize a person or something – speak properly or else you’re gonna make a fool of yourself cause the person you’re patronizing will not understand you and you’ll just waste your breath -_-.

And with that, good night everyone! =D

-Be a SOMEBODY; Do Not Try To Be Somebody ELSE.-

2007-05-07T20:44:00.000+08:00

Gosh!! Life been so F-up!! I have always wanted to write something down but whenever I recall that freaking thing, I'll be away from the computer! FREAK!!!!! Sometimes, I wonder what in the world is going on with me!

On Sunday, I was with Jenny and Eric. We were at McD in Tiong Bahru, mugging for our papers the next day, which is today. I had my math paper just now. It was seriously hopeless. Thought that I had prepared enough. I mean, I understood most of them already! Was with them the whole afternoon! Oh yeah, Anthony.. WAIT! I told you guys about this ALREADY!! GAAHH

NEVERMIND about what I wrote up there! My mind's a TOTAL blank right now.. And this blog ain't helping that much. Nor are the people around me helping much. When I say the people around me, I meant the people in MY house. GOD! DAMMIT! They've been reminding me about yesterday OVER AND OVER AGAIN! FREAK!! ARRGHH! And this blog is also giving me the headaches! It's giving me weird timings and wadeva! GRRR @*$(&%

Went back from school rather early today. Mir wanted to borrow my DnT book.. Cum studying together. Oooohh~~ me feel so happy!! =D hehehe OH!! I didn't tell you guys about yesterday's flowers right?? Teehee!! I was given this small but sweet bouquet of flower by Jenny cum Eric cum Anthony XDXD Whee!! i was soo happy!! =D heheh Jenny got the idea of getting the flowers, Anthony got the flower and Eric gave the flowers to me. Haha! So yeah, that explains why it was given by 3 people at one go XD
AND AND!! JUST NOW!! Me received another!! XDXD teehee!! This time from Frankyy!! =D WHEE!! Hahha.. Nah.. There's no intimate relationship or wadeva, mind you. He's just such a sweet friend ^o^ ehehehe!!! Me lucky lucky!! 2 days in a row!! =D It made my day! XDXD haha!! Despite the headaches yeah =D OH! a third day will definitely bring a BROAD SMILE on my face!! Hehehe.. But I doubt that there'll be another =/ hehehe! ^o^

Anyway, today was our math paper, as I've mentioned earlier. It sucked. No, am not trying to lie or something.. Words like "hey, c'mon, you're not a idiot. Betcha can do that paper with ease. Yada yada yada" does not apply to this situation. I repeat, it does not apply to this situation. Why is that? Let me illustrate what happened just now.
I was in school, nervous for my paper cuz I know that algebra in math is driving me outta my sanity. It's practically driving me into an early grave! It's got numbers and alphabets there and they expect us to solve the equations!! Gosh!! Damn, I know I'm dumb and so I practiced more this morning. While everyone was listening to the speech given, I was doing the practices from the book. I was so sure that I've covered most of the things needed although there were still one or two missing.. Steps? Wadeva thingies you call them. Then, the examination starts. The very moment I flipped to the first page, I was stoned! I couldn't answer the QUESTIONS!! AT ALL!! WTF!!! I heard some, well most, of my classmates turning their pages in matters of minutes. BUT I was still sTUCk!! AT THE FIRST PAGE!! GOSH!! Imagine what happened for the rest of the pages. It was horrible!

After the paper, everyone was talking about the paper. Here is some of their comments:
"Hey! The first few pages were okay. I was only stuck at the last few pages!!"
"Gosh!! The last few pages are killers! I'm counting on the first few pages to help me score now!"
"Arrghh~ I can't do the questions! But hey, they first page was easy!"

And right now, I'm really wondering.. How dumb can I be? I'm SO DEAD! And my sis was asking me how my mid-year went just now.. Sadly, I gotta tell her the tragic news T^T
Really miss her too now =/ Well, them, actually.. Tepot bebek, Monji kuda and Mimi Meong.. Hehe.. They're as cute as ever XDXD hahaha!! Makes me miss them more and more! Let me post their pix here XDXD haha!!

Well, and that's the end.. Bye bye~~ huuu gotta mug for my DnT tomorrow~ nitezz!! OH!! And I forgot to state this.

(= THEY'RE THE BEST RETARDS I'VE EVER KNOWN!!! =D

-What seemed impossible now, may not be impossible in the future.-

2007-05-06T15:05:00.000+08:00

Oh well, for the rest of my days.. Wednesday till Friday, nothing much really happened.

On one of those days, we ate at Cheezecake =]] It was really nice.. Marvelous cheesecakes and desserts. A very comfortable place to sit in and the service was good too. =] Oh, if you wanna study, that place is pretty conducive too ^^

We went to Kobayashi on one of the days too. However, we changed our minds cuz they awfully long to serve us. Wait, isn't that on the same day we went to Cheezecake?? ^^;; Okay, fine, whatever~

And it was papers, papers and more papers. For the first time ever in my life, I STUDIED for them!! How cool is that!? And yeah.. That's because I've been slacking real badly at the start of the year and flunk almost all my important subjects. I told myself that I better buck up and here are my Mid-Years. So far, my science and geog was alright. But my Mother tongue and history sucked! Pray for the best for tomorrow's math x_X

On Friday, we Steph, Mir and I went to the Kinokuniya too, at Taka. I didn't buy any books, neither did Mir but Steph did. She bought two. Anyway, we spent some time there.. Steph and I were telling her about the books that we've read. Well, about two must-read books, actually. They are none other than The Little Prince and The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time. Well, let me provide you guys some comments to these books respectively.

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Now, enough about books.. Back to my life. Had my tuition. And Saturday came. Met Jenny and we did her... *ehem* it's a secret and we, as in my family, had our dinner at Newton Hawker Centre. It could have been a VERY pleasant night, well, it was pleasant but not VERY. The story went like this.

I ate at about 6+ and went back to my computer, feeling really full and was in no mood to go out. Suddenly, my aunt asked me if I wanted to eat out. Ultimately, I said no. However, just as I said no, my grandmother came along and asked me the exact same question she just asked me. Out of respect and sort-of formality, or wadeva you call it, I said yes - with reluctance. I did, however, tell my aunt that I was full already and was in no state to eat anymore food and she nodded her head.
Now, the sad fact is that although she had nodded he heads, my words seemed to have turn to deaf ears for when we reached NHC, she was sort of mad at me. Asking rhetorical questions on why I wasn't eating. Actually, I did eat but a lil. I just smiled at her and said "nah.." While in my heart, I was thinking, didn't I tell you that I'm full?! -_-

Anyway, I got home and went online. Mir was talking to me and she laughed her head off when I related to her the above story.. Weird! Oh! and Franky showed me this cool website... It was a study on the history/religion kinda thing... And it was AMAZING. Oh shoot! I forgot the website address!! Well, it's something gotta do with WBS? If I'm not wrong.. Anyway, check it out yourself XD

And today came. Was studying with Siput and Penguin. And then Anthony came along =]] I bought some breads for myself XD And I was like Anthony's young momma~ Lol! Went to the clinic and talked to the receptionist XD Well, fine, I know that that was lame. Whatever.

Was chatting on MSN just now.. And hehe that was cute XD Mrs Wong talking with her admirer =]] Hehe.. And I was an extra in between XDXD Oh wells, being a friend of populer people is fun ya know XDXD anyways!! Good luck people! In everything that you do!! Be it in your Friendship, Love-Life, Studies, or Woteva! =D

Oh, and last but not least, here's a photo of me. It's the latest pass photo I took XD remember, on the 23rd of April or so?? Hehehe Yepz! ^o^

GAAHH!! Don't look at it too long!! I swear, it's not a really pretty sight BUT the longer you look at it, the weirder it look.. I do not know why... But that's they way it is. So, just a glance will be more than enough ^^;; hhehehhe

Oh.. And I had this inspiration to compose something. Say, a story, poem or a song or whatever a few days ago. However, I'm not sure when the hell I'm gonna start doing that something XD haha! It's just like how I've wanted to update this blog sometime ago, say a day or two ago, but couldn't.. XD HAHA

Anyway~ that's it for now~~ =D cheers!

-Faith is Spiritualized Imagination-
Adapted from Henry Ward Beecher

2007-05-03T12:48:00.000+08:00

RULES:
Each person who gets tagged needs to write a blog post of their own 6 idiosyncracies as well as clearly state this rule. After stating your own six weirdness you need to choose six people to be tagged and list their names at the bottom of the entry.Don't forget to leave a comment on their tagboards to say you're tagged and tell them to read your blog for more information as to what it means.
Idiosyncracies means a characteristic, habit, mannerism, or the like, that is peculiar to the individual.

1. I don't eat in a girly manner but I do so with etiquettes XD Don't ask me why!
2. I believe in soul-mates x__X Haha! Gosh~~
3. To me everyone is a somebody, unless, he or she tries to be somebody else - stupid.
4. I don't trust people easily.. That's just me alright
5. People think that they know me, but they really don't! ------ I've been repeating this sentence over and over again for god knows how many times!
6. Seriously speaking, I do not know what to write here.. But oh well, I just did!

You've been tagged!
-Miranda
-Alfreda
-Lakshmi
-Iman
-Isnu
-Wilona

=] Okay! Shall end here first for now x___X nitez everyone!! Hee hee~ Sorry for not updating about myself~~

-Your best friend is your worst enemy.-

2007-05-02T00:08:00.000+08:00

Gosh! It's been days. Many things have happened, I don't know how to start! I guess I have not much time left and am just gonna briefly update my blog~

These events shall be told in a very messy way but oh wells, at least we'll get the picture, yeah?
Let's see. On Saturday. It was the SPEECH DAY. That's fast, yeah? We played and we did pretty well, I have to say =]
We tried to play A River's Journey. However, sir wasn't really satisfied with our playing XD haha! I couldn't take the speed x___X It was too fast for me BUT I believe that with more practice, I'll DO IT! =D hehe
And when our performance was done, I was with Grace, Helena, Jeremy and a few other band members in the hall when the rest of the band was playing Flight of Valor. I MISSED IT AGAIN! OMG! What's wrong man!? Why do I ALWAYS miss it?! This is annoying!!
Met Ci Cit quite a lot on that day. Guess it was fate? Haha! In the afternoon, I went to eat lunch with Jenny. Then, we headed home. After that, I had tuition at 5.30 at Shen Lao Shi's house. Was chatting with Isnu before that and thank god he reminded me of my tuition. I almost forgot all about it.
The tuition sure was tiring. However, it was fun too! Hee hee! Shen Lao Shi gave me some highlighters haha and I had dinner at her house too! Teehee!!

After that, Sunday came. We were all so anxious cuz I had my Mother Tongue paper. Had tuition at the normal timing in the morning. It was a 3-hours tuition. Gosh! How long! And then Mir, Jenny came over. We ate and went to Harvest's house after the dinner to study together. Now, something happened and I shall not mention what. May of us should have known and my apologies to Jenny. Guess it was my fault.
Was tested on the phone and I guess it kinda helped me x_X

On Monday, I had a really bad feeling on the paper. I thought that I was gonna die! The paper was freakingly hard! I couldn't understand the comprehension! Neither could I understand the vocab words! The passage was unbelievable! I couldn't understand it at all. Oh shoot! I guess I gotta face the music when our results are out. HELP!

Then Tuesday came. I slept till afternoon. If you're having a conversation with me right now, I bet that you'll be asking me some questions. Now, let me answer them right now:
"What happened?!"
Nothing.. I planned that. =] Thought that I should rest more cuz I've been so tired lately!

"Gosh! You pig!"
thank you ^^I've planned it anyway =P

So yeah.. Anyway, I woke up feeling refreshed!! I was as happy as a lark!! However, I didn't accompany Phyone like how I've promised her =/ Sorry! It's because I was supposed to do some stuff! :( SORRY!!!!
Anyway, in the evening, at about 6, Freda called. She wanted to meet me. I asked for my grandma's permission. GOLLY! She stared at me for a few moments before approving x__X

So yeah, That's all that happened to me these past few days. I guess nothing much has happened, huh? Umm.. Of course I've left out some details. Me won't go into details :P haha!

To Freda:
Hey!! Jia you!! XDXD HAHAH!! Me will always be supporting you, my dear =]]

To Siput:
-____- You didn't even tag my board!! Update you blog too! Grrrr And think thoroughly about her ya =] Or, trust me, you'll regret it in the future. Why don't you do some sacrifices? I mean, if you're serious about her, you'll do anything for her, right? Even if it means that you'll hurt yourself or your pride or whatever. Think about it. If you're not serious, then you've gotten you're answer here. There's no use crying over spilt milk. The decision is your now. It's now, or never. Okie?

To Mir:
Yo! Good luck! Don't worry too much ya~ Ask me if you need any help. Just one rule: Do not irritate me. Okies?

To Penguin:
Haizz.. C'mon!! concentrate!! So that we can study together!! If not... aww~~ :( That's so sad!!

To everyone else:
GOOD LUCk!!! =]] THE EXAMS ARE HERE! But YOU know WAD?! We're COOL and WE'LL make IT through!! HEHE!! Sorry if you don't hear from me. It's the exams now.. Well, whatever, lose the exams atmosphere! But anyway, I may not update my blog as often nonetheless XDXD haha!!

Bye guys!!

-Do not cry over spilt milk-

2007-04-27T23:00:00.000+08:00

Hmm hmm... Yesterday we found out that the dance girls achieved a SILVER. Aint that cool??! ^O^ hee hee!! CONGRATS GUYS!!! =]] well, many of them sure feel rather sad cuz they've aimed to achieve a gold or even gold with honours~! But no worries guys!! ^^ You guys are still the best!!Especially after you guys have told us about your experience. How you guys danced with energy, practiced till you dropped and so on =D

And for that afternoon, I went to the Indonesian Embassy to get my passport back. Mir2 was so nice and accompanied me ^o^ hehehe~ And then we went to QSC to buy some shorts.. Turned out that we bought some FBTs~

And after that, she went to my house. Used my MSN account and was so amused with my emoticons XD gagahaha!! OH! we went to TBP before that to buy some things at the Populer bookshop.

And that was the end of the day. Then today came. Went to school with Jenny. Gosh.. We were talking so happily in the bus and when we alighted from the bus at Redhill, she realised that she had dropped her Ez-link card!! OMIGOSH~~!! So, what happened? I told her that we should quickly grab a taxi and chase after the bus. And we did just that. Luckily, we were right on time! The bus was just arriving at the next stop and was about to leave when I suddenly jumped on it and started bursting, saying, "I think my friend lost her thing here. Can we get it??" And then a gentleman happen to have found the card. What a morning!

And then we talked and walked. It didn't came into our minds that we were going to be late. It was about 7.30 and I was telling her, "And.. We're gonna be late now." So, we rushed and reached the gate at about 7.35. Unfortunately for us, that morning, the gate was already closed. What a MORNING it was!

And today, it was boring. We practically spent our whole day in the hall - revising and doing some worksheets. They make me wanna sleep. Well, I did sleep for a moment there XD haha! Hmm.. And I went with Mir to TBP today again.. Ate there. OH! with Dis too~ And met many people.. HAha... That guy.. Yi Si.. SYLVIA!!! Hmm hmm.. Okay, whatever and I we went home ^^ Home sweet home~ And I was planning to have a nap just now but I did not. Oh wells...

I was thinking of the Phantom of the Opera just now =/ Guess I just can't wait for it!! HAHA! But ohh~ I gotta sleep now. Tomorrow is the speech day and we gotta perform yeah.. And I gotta wake up at 5!! GRRR and be in school by 6.45 AM X_X

Oh yeah.. And on the 25th.. Was that. Yes!! I think it was - the day Steph, I and Mir went our together. We were seating on this stairs which blocked people's way adn I was telling them, "kita kok duduk di sini kayak tempat ini grandmother kita punya ya?" (Why are we seating here like as though our grandmother owned this place?) and then people started walking by. Then there was this lady who came to us and said "How could you guys be seating here?! Don't you know that you're blocking people's way?!" and I was telling them "tuh kan! Uda gw blg. Kita duduk di sini kyk grandmother kita owned this place!" (See! I told you so. We're seating here like our grandmother owned this place!) and as I said that, Steph and I were stnading up. The lady just stormed off while murmuring under her breathe "some ugly singaporeans!" And steph said, "We're not singaporeans!" while giving her the look. Haha!! Alright, fine. I gotta admit that it was our fault Haha! We knew that but oh-whatever XDXD hahaha!! what an experience XD

And this morning.. I think that our principle was telling us about Stephanie XDXD hahaha!! nitezz

-no thing does not mean nothing.-

2007-04-25T22:44:00.000+08:00

Hey~ Well, many things happened yesterday. We had some old fart as our relief teacher. And I'm sorry if this is a pain in the eyes, but he really WAS and IS and old fart! Well, a flying fist or a loud thunder almost went across the room. Luckily, none did. It would have been such an ugly seen that my efforts since the past year would have gone the drain. Well, it's slowly going down the drain now.. =/ SHUCKS! Just feeling sort of -up lately.. Oh.. Steph returned the wallet of a guy that day too.. Haha.. Pass on the kindness people!! =D

For today, we had band and Prize Giving rehearsal. Didn't really know that I was a "winner" till Jenny told me and Din, too. Didn't know what to do and bla bla.. Well, Ju helped me out. But I still didn't know man! But smart me figured it out XD Haha! By copying what the others did.. LOL!

And I was so freakin' tired today.. Went home.. Thought of sleeping but did not cause I just ate at that point of time. Oh yeah.. Sir's birthday.. =] HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIR BADRUL!! ^^
Wish him all the best in whatever he do and he's definitely still the best =] Love ya sir! ^^

Watched Hana Yori Dango 2 Since yesterday. Oh yeah, Thnx Yue Ning!! ^^ heheh~~ Arigato~~ And somebody talked in twisted words -_- and refused to tell me what it was all about. Fine then, shall just leave it that way.

And I'm certainly not the type of person to give up easily. However, under some circumstances, i do so-called "give up". Well, for those of you who really do know me.. You'll know what I'm talking about. For those who don't, I guess you gotta find out about it or just forget about it.. Sorry.

To those who are working hard right now for your goals, GOOD LUCK! =]

and for the Dance members!! Tomorrow is the DAY! The day your results are out!! cindy is here.. Waiting for your good news.. Okays?? =]] HEhehe REMEMBER!! I'll be there for you~ XD

MON!!! FREDA~~ Totally miss ya guys!!! Apa lagi elo mon!! Sigh.. Certain things ain't that easy to convey due to some circumstances =/
Haha.. Gak bgt deh.. Gw lagi ngomong neh kyk seorang prof ato apa yg gak becus gt XD

-Find it out yourself.-

2007-04-24T01:06:00.001+08:00

Well, as I was saying, yesterday, we went to Siput's birthday. We were like THIEVES. I'm serious! Okay.. I shall tell you guys about what happened from the start. On the night before his birthday, I called some people up to find out whether they're free on that day to make a video(s). It's his.. Sweet 17 after all XD (okay, Sweet 17s are meant for females only and males should have it when they're 21, but oh whatever, we did it anyway XD). Well, I had my tuition at noon and it ended kinda late at about 1.45+.. And I thought that I could reach TB at about 2. However, I was wrong. Yi Si soon called me and told me to bring the headset for our group project. Shucks! She lived at Clementi which meant that I will be further away from my destination but oh wells, it's my duty after all and I knew that I had to fulfill it no matter what. I'm so sorry guys. It's all MY FAULT.

By that time, it was already 2+ and the guys were already there since about 1+.. Disa, Jenny, Miranda and Anthony. By the time I was there, it was about 2.45. They were sort of studying together. When I reached there, I met Cozenne, Daniel and their friends. Anyway, After some time of brainstorming, we decided to video some wishes of ours and sand some songs. Lyrics by us - composed by whoever. LOL

After that, we bought a cake from the Bread Talk. It was called 'Opposites Attract'. Haha! Cute, huh? It's got half choc and half white. Haha!! Cutesey!! ^o^ And then Jen and I went off. So did the others but in two different directions.

On the way, Jenny was really pissed off with.. Me. I'm so sorry x_X Again, Isnu will kill me and so will she. But before they do so, I guess I'll commit suicide first.. Sorry! I've never been a good person, huh.. My apologies!

Anyway, when we reached Paya Lebar, we took bus.. 135 was it? I'm not sure.. I had in my hands 5 balloons while Jen had the cake. There were 2 reds, 2 yellows and 1 blue. And then when we reached the Shell station, we alighted from the bus. Then we walked aimlessly with me on the phone with Isnu. He was asking about Jenny's memory and I was pestering him to tell me how Siput's condo looked like cuz in front of us was this condo painted in white. I wasn't sure if that was the one. Anyway.. We walked towards its side gate with Isnu still perstering me.. And out of the blue, two aunties went out of the door. Jenny, with her swift moves, quickly grabbed onto the metal gate and hold it there! Whoo!! And the next thing I know was her voice asking me, "Cin.. Should we go in??" And I was like.. "Yeah.. Go go go!!" With some gestures of my hands. Haha! XD

And guess what?! We were in! In that foreign condominium.. I was laughing and so was Jenny. Gee.. The atmosphere then felt much lighter ^^ I was so glad! Then as I saw a security guard walking our way. So, I signaled to Jenny to pretend that we were residents of the condo and walked on. Amazingly, we saw this sign "Block 2 Butterworth Lane". LOL!! WE were SCREAMING our heads off.. HAHA! I totally forgot out Isnu on the other line and hugged Jenny XD haha!! And then we went to the ladies. When Jenny was out, I told her that we shall have an adventure of our own for the moment. Guess what? We found the block! ^^ teehee!! and we could have gottan up to his house on our own. However, I thought that we should not and so we stayed down and waited for Ci Cynthia.

Went we were up, we met his mother and him and Marco and his other cousins.. However, Siput wasn't there. So we just left the things there and told his mum to tell him that we were there and that those were our presents for him.

Then, we went to meet Jenny's brother. They were going to eat out and asked me along but I declined. After all, it ain't nice to tag along like that =/ at least that's what I think.

And that's the end of the 22nd of April.
On the 23rd, today:

Went to school as per normal. Had our 2.4 and FREAK!!! NIGEL!! IMMA KILL YA! He made me ran an EXTRA round and that made me FAIL!! GRRR But oh wells, never mind about that.. I shall just run again next week.. It's good for health anyway XD HAHA!

Oh yeah.. Keith Daddy was sweet.. Haha! He showed a thumb up ^^ teehee and the other guys, Steffi, Rea, Siska, Jessica and the others are sweet too! Haha.. Maybe I can do it with their cheers XD teehee!! But NAHH I'm SHY!! XDXD

Then after school, I was remembering about Friday again.. I was really sad. I was so disheartened. Everyone had such a memory in the band room. With sir, with the band mates. Playing Sunrise and Flight of Valor. I was deeply moved with the storied told by my friends. However, that didn't change the fact that I wasn't there with them.

Anyway, I just did my work while waiting for Stephanie. Wilona accompanied me for a while and then Rea came. She was waiting for Siska. Everything felt so empty. No band practice.. And we were in the canteen doing our work.. Chatting.. Sadness. But sweet and oh whatever!

Soon, the dance members were released. Jenny, Jessica, Siska, Stephanie, Anita were all out. We the went our separate ways. I went with Stephanie to Takazimaya to eat at.. Err.. What was that again.. OMU RICE! Oh.. Steph actually lost her wallet.. When we bought some donuts, that was the time we realised her lost wallet. So, I called the SBS people and Steph talked about her wallet to them. They promised that they'll contact us the very moment they found her wallet.

The waiter in the OMU RICE was really nice. Cuz I somehow left my handphone on the table
and he actually ran after us to return me the phone! Aww~~ thank you soo much!!

And then, after our dinner, I told Steph that I had to go to Starhub to pay my bills. She accompanied me. Thank you sayy~~ And we talked there XD teehee! Healthy lifestyle!! And then when were back from the Starhub, (we were planning to take the Shuttle bus back to GW) Steph received a call! It was from this really kind lady called Anita. She found Steph's Wallie!!! =D How nice of her! She actually called the spa which Steph frequent and got Steph's number.. We then met this lady at TB. ^^ Mann~~ Was soooo HAPPY!! I do not know why.. I was just SOO GLAD!! It was such a wonderful feeling!! ^^ teehee!! What an "adventure"!! =]] Hehe..

Oh yeah.. Met Ms Ng Ah Hoon just now outside Wisma XDXD wahaha!! anyway.. Shall end here =] HEhe!! that's what happened just now ^^ so happy!! =]] Today is a blessed day. We're all so blessed ^^ But.. I have to say another apology. This is meant for everyone. Sorry, for lying. And thanks Steph!! For today! ^^ hehe

-A pinch of kindess never hurt. =D-

2007-04-23T00:25:00.000+08:00

Sometimes you wonder whether what you had done was right, don't you? Sometimes you were told a beautiful lie when you knew the painful truth. Haha.. This post of mine isn't a sad post. Just wanna tell you guys about this fact cause I realised that such things happened in our everyday life.

Anywway.. Shan't talk much.. It was Siput's Birthday. Went to his house with Jenny. Lots of things happened. Shall update about this event next time. Byes~~

-Time waits for no man.-

2007-04-22T00:51:00.000+08:00

Hey guys.. Something happened today. In the dead of the night to the early morning when everything was still quiet and calm. Well, to most of us, at least. However, just somewhere on that same country of yours, someone might be suffering or they may not be in a quiet or calm state, to say the least. These unfortunate events does not affect us directly but in actual fact, it does, indirectly.

I'm sure that my friends have to agree with me. Provided that they knew what actually happened. Sadly, it's either you know, or do not know. Well, for those who do not know, I suggest that you look for the latest news through the internet or the newspapers.

Anyway, I did my group project today. It wasn't a boring session, neither was it a wonderful session. How can it even be a wonderful session with my elders at home? But anyhow, we've done our work. It just need the last touch up and it's ready to be presented to the class ^^ Oh yeah.. Changed my role to become the boy.. Haha.. And Yi si & guys! I'm so sorry ya.. I've not been a really supportive member x_x shuckkss I'm guilty!!

After that, Jenny came. We chatted and that's it. I guess this shall be the end of my blog for today. Oh.. Watched The Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen on TV just now XD haha~~ Love it! Hahahah! And.. My aunt's friends came over. They talked a lot.. And sort of boasted about their children.. Well, here it goes again.. Some things just never change in life.. And I don't thin they'll ever change.

Well, alright.. My last message. Guys, take care of yourselves. If you think you're strong; yes, you are. However, know your limits too. If you're free then you can do whatever you want. Ironically, you're not always free to do everything you want to. So.. Think further and do what's best got yourself, especially your health - your well-being. No words will change your mindset. You gotta change it yourself. So, no matter what I say will not help you, unless you put them into actions. Get well soon.

-A true friend is one who does not turn his back against you, even when the world turn it's back to you.-

2007-04-20T22:44:00.000+08:00

Hey, guys.. I think I missed out a post on the 15th, huh.. I'm not sure when this happened but I remembered a day whereby Panda, Disa, Siput and I went out together. OH! I think it was on the 14th! The day when I revealed to Panda that I wasn't "lost". We took the free shuttle bus to Orchard road. Hahha.. I actually slipped and fell on my butt!! XDXD gaahh~ that was embarrassing!! But amazing at the same time!! Hahha!! Cuz when I fell on my butt, I was in a perfect sitting position XD WAHAHHAH!!
Anyway, today was the choir's SYF competition day.. Their results turned out to be bronze as well. Many of my friends cried... One of them told me this: "Now I know how it feels to earn a bronze". Well, it's a challenge for all of us. I thought that the standards for the SYF competition was raised for the band's central judging only. I was proved wrong.
Well guys.. Don't feel too sad. After all, this is just another part in the puzzle of life. Just move on and don't grieve over it, yeah =]
Now, I had a haircut just now. It became much shorter than it used to... I guess you could say that it's the same old hairstyle again. XD LOL! Well, it suits me alright... What more can I say? For those of you who wants me to keep my hair long, I'm so sorry.. I guess I'll keep long sometime in the future, not now.
Went to PS after that. Panda came along. She bought some clothes and we bought some food to eat (Mini bites and Secret Recipe). She bought a book for piano too. All the best!!! ^^
Then, we went home. Took some pictures on the way, am not sure who they're with, though. OH! My aunts are back in Singapore too. So, guys, I'm so sorry if I can't accompany you out or whatever yeah... My bad! Q_Q and that's it for today then =/

Tomorrow, Disa and I are planning to take our pass photos at the Orchard Tower. After that, am not sure about the plans that we're gonna have. Maybe shopping, or helping Siput out or... I dunno. Guess will just go with the flow tomorrow~

Alrighty, nitez everyone! ^^ oh yeah.. I might be going for a date on the 20th of May!! Wheee!! XDXD Hope it will be a beautiful date!! XDXDXD teehee hee!! XDXD

-Move on with life, we must.-

-------------------The above was written on the 19th.-------------------
--However, some technical errors were faced an thus was edited.--
---------------------Sorry for the inconvenience.---------------------
------------------------------Thank You.---------------------------

Well, today I skipped school. Not because I wanted to, but because I had to extend my passport. I know, I can always extend it on any other days. However, my aunt said that we should get done and over with once and for all. So yeah, today is the day.
I'm kinda sad.. Wish I hadn't skipped school.. It caused me to miss out on so many things! Our first band practice EXACTLY after the SYF competition, seeing sir, playing with the whole band family, watching the dancers perform and the "special" lessons during CME.
Heard that many people still cried today... When they played the competition pieces. Flight of Valor and Sunrise. I truly wish that I was in school today. I also heard that the dance performance was awesome. All the best guys! ^^ don't be too pressurized ya! Just because two out of 3 of the performing arts group received bronze, that doesn't mean that you guys will too! For all we now, you may get gold with honors!
Was glad to hear that my dance buddies weren't terrified out of their wits during the performance. This means that they're less likely to do major mistakes during the competition itself. Hehehhe! Oh yeah, I'm so sorry, Jen! I promised that I'll scream your name and support you from the audience seat. However, I did not. Sorry!!!
Heard that Penguin fell as well.. Hey, that's okay. After all, we penguins love to fall every now and then XD and well, today I went to the Indonesian Embassy. And then I went to take my pass photos. Everything was done by the end of the day and I had to collect my renewed passport on the 26th. I'm so sorry, Dis. I know that I've promised you that I'll accompany you but I did not.
Can't believe I broke two promises at one go. And also, I can't accompany Siput today. Neither can I accompany Vera, Caroline, etc. For tomorrow, I thought that I may have some free time in the afternoon to do some things that I would like to do. But I was wrong. I a project to be done x_X and had to accompany my aunt during the evening, till night, most probably.
Oh yeah, today I went to the salon again. NO, not to cut my hair again but to accompany both my aunts. They had their hair cut and re-styled. Got two tix for Namesake.. Anyone?? LOL!
Today has got to be my taxi day.. Haha!! Wonder how many taxis I sat on just now... And we went shopping and bla bla.. And that's the end of my trip. Oh!! And when I reached home, I gotta tell you this: I'M IN LOVE WITH THE SEARCH FOR THE NEXT DOLL (TSFTND), presented by the Pussycat Dolls XD
Haha! Alright then.. Shall sleep now.. Good nite everyone!!

-Wise men never wish to turn back time.-

2007-04-19T00:34:00.000+08:00

Hey~ Yesterday was a Tuesday.. A day right after our SYF. Many of our members were still sad over the outcome of our performance. Well, what can I say. I was shocked too but not to the extend of crying.
We talked to Ms Tan during our English period and I was like the voice of the band. I explained to her how we felt. Well, how I think all of us really felt. I'm sorry if I was wrong, but I think that's what it should have been.
The rest of the day passed just like any other days for me. Except there were some words of comfort from the people around me. Well, thanks a lot guys =] However, I think too much of it is not so good too.. Cuz... Well, never mind. Shan't talk about that. Anyway, Panda, Meiliana, Siput and I studied together in the afternoon.
We studied at the usual place - McDonald in Tiong Bahru. It was a really really tiring. I didn't really want to join them at first. However, when I saw the amount of homework I had, I decided that I should join them and get rid of those homework. Sadly, the studying-together session didn't work out as well as I thought. I have had to go for tuition half-way. I was kinda pissed by the results announcement that afternoon and this tuition was pissing me off even more.
Anyway, I still went for it. True enough, when I got home, my energy drained out of me. I sat down and flipped open my book. A few moments later, I felt like dropping my head into a pillow. An hour later, my teacher dismissed me cuz she realised that I was too tired to continue on with her lesson.
I was thankful for that. I got ready and went to bed. I thought of waking up really early this morning, say, 4-5AM to do my homework. But again, I decided that my beauty sleep was more important.
Today, Fiona was absent from school. Wonder if she is okay. Oh, we edited the script for the recording this afternoon. I then went to Tiong Bahru with Disa. She bought Shihlin to eat and topped-up her card. WE went home straight after that.
When I got home today, I on the computer, do my usualy stuff (including doing homework, although I've not completed them, yet. They're just too much!) and here I am updating this blog.
Time to sleep now... Nitez everyone! Oh yeah, I'm so sorry if my story is really boring. Just have nothing more to say nowadays other than tired tired tired and tired. x_X
Oh yeah, to make this a little more interesting, Panda drew some characters on our hands.. Haha!! A pig on Siput's left hand, a cat on his right, a snail on my left and a monkey on my right XDXD haha!! those are so cute!! And for today, I had the Sun,Moon and Star drawn on my right arm by Mang Teng XDXD haha!! It's really pretty.. And it equaled to a green apple (Cindy) lol.. I don't really know what that means, but hey, it's still pretty!
Oh yeah, Bekk~~ Don't be too angry ya.. I went through what you're going through now before ^^ And it sucked! Especially when they start screaming their heads' off for god knows what reason! And don't bother about those guys ya! ^^ We have your back!! =D
Now, to everyone else! Nitezz!! =]]

-The humans' minds are the most powerful.-

2007-04-16T23:35:00.000+08:00

Well, today we, the band people, were allowed to go to school late ^^ how cool is that? we get to come to school no later than 9.30 AM. Teehee! And I reached school at about 9.10+. When to the library to return those books I read. The Little Prince and The Book of Mysteries and Imaginations. Cool, yeah? Now I've borrowed another book.. It's called Jade Green: a ghost story. Hope that it's nice XD
Then we went to Mir's class to get Disa's Pendant... Well, she was supposed to be out of her class. However, she wasn't. And we had time to spare no more. So, as you know, Cindy will do the fastest method to solve a problem - get into the class and asked for her. It was Mr Roland Tan's lessons. He did not even know who was "Miranda" -_- gosh.. And yeah. She was sort of shocked.. "Cin.. C.. C.. How come.. Until you come into the class.." Haha.. And she started stammering, blabbering out all sorts of words. Anyway, she ended with a wish of good luck for us ^^
Then, we ran to the band room and started warming up. Sir was there already, yepz. Then at about 12+ we were released for our lunch break and by 1.30 PM we had to go back to the band room, full dressed without the court shoes, of course. Then we had some run through... Sir wanted us to play louder. It was a challenge. x_X And I couldn't do it... Sigh..
Anyway, at about 2+ the buses arrived and we started out journey to the Singapore Conference Hall. It was a trip full of nervousness and, of course, hope. We held on tightly onto our goal of achieving a gold. When we were entering the hall, our sirs said a few words of comfort and encouragement. "Don't be afraid. Just blow with confidence." Was what I received at the the door. Those weren't the exact words but they were somewhere along that line. It was this that told me that no matter what happens, I'm just gonna play and hope for the best.
We played our best on stage and some of us broke down right after the performance, at the balcony. I guess it was a big relieve for everyone. However, the biggest blow was awaiting us.
Well, the buses arrived again at the SCH, waiting for us to bring us back to school. All of us then went back to school and into the band room. We cleaned and packed our instruments, our belongings too. We then gathered at the front of the room and waited the results. I was smsing with a few people at that point of time. Wilona, Izzati, Phyone, Wei Shan... May really did lift my moods. However, I still felt the intensity and chewed some chocs to calm myself down. But the head of welfare caught me and had to find some other ways to calm my nerves x_X It was then that I remembered the book! Haha! So I flipped open the pages and was just starting to read when Mr Salleh said that he had received a call! I abruptly stopped and started holding onto YuZeng and we waited for the announcement to be made. It was horrifying.
Seconds and minutes soon pass. Of course, we didn't know what was really happening there except from the descriptions given to us. The results are as following:
Jurong West - Silver
North View -COP
St. Margaret - Silver
East Spring - Bronze (Hey.. I think that they're really admirable =])
Bedok View - Bronze
Hougang - Bronze
Loyang - Bronze
And yesh, you must have guessed what we achieved... Bronze
And the school after us, Raffles Institution - Gold
I do not know about the other schools. The line was already cut. I was sitting right in front of Mr Salleh at the first row. I was re-confirming with him, asking him whether he was joking. He repeated himself and thanked the teacher instead. It was really bronze. Well, frankly speaking, I was shocked. Never have I thought that we will be receiving bronze. After all, we've tried and done our best. It was definitely something unexpected. I sobbed.. A tear or two did drop from my eyes. I hugged Stephanie and stayed like that for a few moments. Thanks so much ya Steph! ^^
Many of us were hysterical. Yes, some wailed out and cried a river. Some ran to the washroom and that was how we all were until the point of time when sirs returned. When they came in, we clapped our hands. Sir definitely deserved much more. Without him, we wouldn't have been able to join the SYF and he had glued us together. Sir Badrul and Sir Faizal addressed us. Telling us that no matter what our result was, we were still the best. Hehe.. He even said something like "Just remember that we are the best dang bronze band!" Hahah! That's so cute! And to enlighten the atmosphere, I laughed. Oh yeah, before that the major addressed us too, and I was the first to break the ice into an ocean of applause. Then Sir faizal and other people talked too and I chuckled here and there a little at their words to enlighten the atmosphere. However, I don't think I helped. =[
Anyway, we then left the room and headed down the stairs. Kodok was sad too. And when we were down, we met Penguin and Siska.. I'm so touched.. Hee hee.. Penguin straight away hugged me the moment she saw me ^^ So did Siska.. And we chatted a little.. Saw Jerry and some other guys. They were picking up their girls. Haha.. Then Siska and Kodok went of together, back to their house while Penguin, Disa and I went to Tiong to eat. It's the end of a long day, after all. =]
While eating, Panda called. Isnu was on the line too. Haha.. They've heard the news and were about to comfort me when they realized that I wasn't that sad anymore. That's so cute XD haha!! Thanks anyway ya guys!! ^O^ hehehe!! Don't be sad!! Me definitely felt touched! =]]
Then, we went home after the meal. Disa dropped off first. Half-way on the way, bro called. Hee hee.. Bet he was worried or maybe he just wanted to tease me or comfort me. =] His words are always so spicy but gee, they mean well.. Haha!! He was like "whoaw.. Now you're that crazy girl again.. What happen to that sad girl just now?" Lol.. HAhah! XD hey, this is Cindy! =] I'm cool! ^^
Now, BL Wei Shan was telling me that she cried 6 times on her SYF day because of the results. HAha! And comforted me too, sort of. Saying that we would work hard together =] Although this is the last year.. And many congratulated me.. Haha.. Thnx ya guys.. ^^ Hope the future will be bright for us!
To Izzat, go for it man!! heheheh Does this mean that you're gonna be the future Section Leader?Hee hee!! Congratz!! ^^ You can do it!! heheh!!
To Wei Shan, hey!! I've seen your blog!! thnx so much ya!! Cheer up too! ^^ Try harder in the future when you've gotten into your JC/Poly!! Kayz?? And when that time comes, do inform me ya!! =]]
To Phyone, haha.. Yeah.. In 2 more years time, things may be much better than today. Who knows? If we work hard enough, nothing's impossible.. Right? =D
To everyone else, hehe.. Thank you!! ^o^ I wonder how many thank yous I have to say.. Hahah.. I think even a million of it won't be enough.
Anyway, that's it from me today. The end of the day of SYF Band competition '07 16-04 at about 4.15 PM... Lucks to all the people who have not gone for your competition!! ^^
Next up for us, Choir and dance.. FIGHTING!!! And.. MID-YEAR EXAMS
ciao!!

-Success is not about the destiny; It's about the journey.-

2007-04-16T00:39:00.000+08:00

Hey hey~~ Today I did nothing much.. Woke up, had breakfast (empek2 my love XD) and had tuition.. Didn't think much about SYF today. All that crossed my mind was that I'm tired. So, right after my tuition, I played a little. I tried Airport Tycoon 2. Shucks! It's soo much harder than I thought it would be! x_x definitely much harder than Roller coaster Tycoon, but, of course, it's cool =D Heheh.. I began to understand my task a little.. However, I'm nowhere masting my mission, yet. Will try again soon.. And make sure that I finish the tutorial with flying colours XD
And for those of you who are game masters out there, I'm so sorry. I know that you must be laughing right now cuz I'm such a game idiot. Sigh.. Hahah!! It's not gonna matter anyaway XD
Well, after playing for a while, I slept. Well, took a nap, to be exact. Woke up at about 7. It was Siput calling me. Well, thank god he called! For if he didn't, I wonder what time I would be sleeping till. So, I wasn't really in a bad mood. Then, he tried pranking me. Too bad I didn't fall for it XD HAHA! Instead, Penguin DID!! MUAHAHAHAH!! I'm soo happy!! WAHAHAH! Now you know how I felt! Hmph!
And I bought the Biore Sheets today ^o^ hwhhw!! Guess what, Panda.. It's meant for BODY!! No wonder our faces itched!! Bebek is gonna get it. Mark my words!! GRRRR
Then I told her about the other pet shop which was closing down as well. Sorry.. I wasted Vivi's effort!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AARRGHHHHHHHHHHH OH MY GOSH!!! I'm guilty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And then, I was searching for Koyote's songs just now.. I was told that the title was Fly.. Which I found out was Bi Sang which meant Emergency -_- And there was another.. I was told that it was entitled "Spark". Bet that it's wrong again -____-' So I shall have another round of finding out.. =/ Well, Smart Cindy can do it!! XD Hahaha!!
Now, after that, Disa talked to me about the SYF which is coming later on.. In the afternoon.. Haizz.. That made me a little nervous again. Wonder what's gonna happen tomorrow x_x
Guys! Those who've been supporting and wishing me lucks.. Thank you all so much!! =D I'll definitely think of you guys before the competition!! =]] Hope everything's gonna be fine! ^O^
And then.. Siput is falling sick again. I told you that u need to rest! And you're not listening! I bet that your headache is a really painful one. I HAD it before, when ShinHwa was here -_- Don't think that I'm dumb -__- haizz.. At last, you choose to sleep today. Although still late. -___-''
And one thing that I have to announce today is..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREW!!!! Haha! I was the first to wish him!! ^o^ WHEEE!! Ain't Cindy cool?? XDXD hahaha!!!
Well, that's it then for today.. =] I'm getting some Bi Sang Parts.. But I still need to find quite a lot ya =/ Hahaha!! Okkkiieezz!! Nitez everyone!!!

BAND!!!
아자아자 화이팅!!!
がんばって
(I'm not sure if this is correct..)
FIGHTING!!!
<3
-Raise your head, grab our hands and stand up...
Please stand up my friend!!!
Find the hidden dream deep inside your heart...
Go on!! With hero in your mind.-

2007-04-14T23:45:00.000+08:00

Hey guys. Lately, you guys must have realised that my update ain't that long no more. Well, yeah. It's mainly because of tiredness. Mentally and physically.

Today, we had band, as usual. Reached school at about 7.25 plus... Had a little nap of 15 minutes or so at the study corner. Aishah came with Eunice and sort of disturbed us. LOL! Aishah scared the hell outta me!! She actually hid under the table -_- and when I woke up.. Yeah, I think you understand. Then we fell in outside the band room. Sir say a sentence which really touched our hearts.

"Everything's gonna be fine..." And so on and so forth. It was really touching. And some of us were beginning to cry already! Yeah.. We've come so far. It's amazing, isn't it? Just now, sir edited some parts here and there on the pieces. And my hands were frozen then a few times XD haha! But gee.. I gotta buck up and not be nervous on the day itself ~_~

Anyway, after we had practiced, sir asked all the alumni to say a few words to us. Or say whatever they wanna say to us. It was REALLY touching. Trust me. There was one alumni who talked really long. Teehee! ^o^ he's fun! He was telling us about how he's not a good music listener actually and that made all of us laugh. Sir was definitely there to listen to his every single word and went "oh goodness. That make me not a good teacher..." hahaha... XDXD he also told us about how he sort of dislike SYF cuz SYF always make everyone cry.. Which made sense. He even went "so.. Can you guys please don't cry? Smile..." hahha.. But sir told us not to laugh/smile #_# hahaha..!!

After him, some other alumni addressed us. They were really sweet.. And then there was Aneesa. I think it was Aneesa who told us that we could cry. Well, either her or May.. Haha.. And the other alumnus of ours was like "I said don't cry.. didn't you pay attention to me?" Hahaha.. And it was all really sweet, nice, touching, heart-warming.. And makes you feel like crying!!! x____X

Oh!! And there was also this time.. I think it was Wei Kiat's turn.. He actually said something like "Band.. We heard that it's Sir's birthday next week, right? Now, we're not sure if we'll be able to come on that day. So, can we sing a birthday song for him?" And all of us sang.. Half-way through, I felt tears in my eyes. Yes, I was touched and was on the verge of crying. BUT I didn't. However, many of us couldn't take it and broke down. Shan't tell ya who.. But yeah.. It was all really sweet.. My gosh... Just thinking about it really gives you the warm feeling in your heart..

There's also the grandmother, as always. HEhehe.. Su Ying XD And many many more~~ If only everything was recorded down.. Holy.. And then we watch them over and over again.. I bet that tears would roll down our cheeks. Oh WAIT!! Mr Salleh was there with a camera just now!! OOOH! COuld it really be recorded?? X____x oooh!! I dunno!! But I hope it was!!! =DD Teehee!!

And soo.. Yeah.. That was what happened in band.. HAhah. There was even a suggestion that we bring back our files and put them under our pillows before we sleep XD haha! That's so cute ya! Hahaha..!! And after band.. Me and Ardisa went to Tiong to buy some "snacks".. Well, so-called part of our dinner. And went to GW to meet Siput.. Turned out that he had promised Panda. So, we asked everybody to come.. HAHA!! And Panda still thought that something happened to me. But I suddenly closed her eyes.. And she hugged me dammmmmmmnnnn tight! Teehee!! That's so cute!! XDXD hahaahah!!

Then, we went Cineleisure.. to eat at Suki Sushi and went over to Takashimaya.. And went to HMV.. And we had lots of fun!! ^o^ On our way back home, we met.. JESSICA UTAMI!! And FRANKY!! Yeah.. cool huh?? Lol.. Franky was hit by Siput in the tummy with an umbrella.. Bad bad siput.. And they talked and talked like there was no tomorrow. Ardisa and I were transparent to them. However, we soon pestered them to leave that spot and move on to the MRT station. They said that they didn't want to be together. But ended up together, nonetheless. -__-''

So, after we left the station, I bought a cup of drink and accompanied Disa all the way to her house's bus stop. I waited for my bus there. Of course, she waited with me too. AND I FORGOT TO BUY THE MILK!! OMG!!! -___________-'' SHUCKS!! It better be bought tomorrow.. Haizz.. And yeah.. That should cover everything that happened today ^^ teehee!!

Btw, I've revealed to Steph the truth too.. Hahaha!! And yeah.. No more victims left.. LOL Good night everyone!! =]] SYF is 1 day away!! Wish for all the best on Monday!!! x___x

-I can't give you the confidence I have for you if you don't have confidence in yourself that will give my confidence to you.-

2007-04-14T01:01:00.000+08:00

Oh guys.. My gosh.. I'm so tired.. So let me just update my blog in a few quick paragraphs okiez? =)

Well, on Thursday we had band, again. It was sectional practice session. I practiced my FOV part 49 onwards. I still couldn't get it all right. Sigh..

Anyway, after band, I went to accompany Disa to the ATM to withdraw money. We were with Rea (kodok) and Siska as well. Went to eat snacks: Old Chang Kee, Shihlin and KFC. OH! And we saw the food bazaar at Tiong.. OMG!! XDXD My loves are all there!!! Siska and I bought a container of cnady floss XDXD wheeee!! hee hee!!! They're blue and purple in colour. =] Really pretty, ya? Actually, out purpose was to buy Rea's white long-sleeve shirt. But guess what? We didn't. She ended up borrowing mind.. And I'm wearing my cousin's. Haha!! It's okay.. Hahaha..

After that, I accompanied Disa to her house (well, sort of.) And I went off to meet Mir and Freda!! ^o^ teehee.. She's looking more and more like maam everyday XD And then Mir actually said that she wanted to eat at IKEA. But we introduce to her the Katong Laksa sold at Queensway instead. Hehehee!! However, after we've eaten, something happened. Shall not elaborate on that. But it was funny, wasn't it, guys? XD hahaha!! With alfreda going "^#*&%^#^%#$*#(%&^#&#(%&^&!!!!!!!!!!!" and me going "huh? Can you speak in proper English, please? I don't understand. What's %*^&^@?" WAAHAHHAHA!!

Well, today. We practiced how to move in and out and how we are supposed to look during the day itself. There were a few segments on the pieces where players were being cut down as well!! X____x shucks!! I'm so nervous!! Bet there's gonna be lots of beautiflies in my tummy on the actual day!! Well, the worst part is that, my hands would turn cold and I might even forget what I'm supposed to do, Or whatever. Sigh... And it's just 2 days away!!! GAAAHH!!!

Tomorrow is gonna be the last day for preparation.. Wish the band all the best..!!! Oh, and anyway, for today, we took pictures during band.. It was for the sirs. Man.. It's so tiring today.. We were released at about 7++ So Dis and I at out, at Tiong again. Haha! Bought some cheese balls and egg tarts.. And the new KFC Meltz!!! ^o^ hahha!! And we chatted.. And guess what?!

I'm FINALLY getting my revenge from the April Fools prank!! YEY!!! Hheheheh!! I practically pranked Jenny, Isnu, Eric, Stephanie and Miranda today XDXD HAHAHAH!! But gee, they're so lucky.. This is nothing much.. Cuz of my tiredness, I just let it be like that.. Hahah!! Well, of course, thanks to Disa's help too!! Gotcha!! ^o^ hehehe!! love love!!

Anyway, shall stop here for today ^^ hehe.. At least I've summarized almost everything that happened to me.. Hehehe!! Alright then.. C ya!!

-Mada Mada Dane-
Adapted from Isnu

2007-04-12T00:23:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Today is just like any other days. Well, Clive asked me to help him in pranking Janice today. Haha! Being the good actress I am, we succeeded ^o^ teehee!! Aww~~ they're so cute together~

And then we had band. Learnt quite a number of things again today.. I still need lots of work. I'm like, the furthest thing from being a good player. Simply put, I'm lousy! And SYF is in another 4 days time!!! I hope that I can make it just in time for it!! Shucks!!! #_#

I went out with Stephanie, too. Hehe.. She actually waited for me at the foyer. That's so sweet ya!! ^o^ I mean, our band ended really late!! And she was there all along =]] teehee!! And then she introduced to me this Hor Fun which was sold at a eatery near her house. It was delicious! Although it didn't really fill my stomach to the fullest XD teehee!! And we chatted as we walked towards Great World. Hehe.. And home to I went.

Well, that's it for today's update. I'm so tired.. And gee Siput.. Haha!! Never thought you'll have some fans there!! XDXD gagagahahah!! But aww~~ I know I'm still the best anyway XD hhaha1! Right guys?? KEKEKEKEK!! Cindy is thick-skinned!! XDXD

Oh yeah, my dad said that we might be going to Europe during the June holidays?? Sigh... Let's just see what's gonna happen next =/ Me feel like going back to Indo too x.X

Oh yes, how are you feeling today? Hehe.. Everything seems fine ya? All the best!! ^o^

And to you, my dear. Don't take things too seriously. And don't think too much. Although thinking is good for us, too much is never good! Haha! ^o^ what's more, you should get rid of that guilty feelings inside you, ya? Don't always blame yourself. What have been done, are done. They can never be rewind. So, you should just move on with life right now and face the reality. Reality is whimsical. =] All the best! ^o^

Just to let you guys know. That no matter what happens, Cindy is always here for you guys =] Of course, unless something happens to me. Haha! XD

Okiez then .. good night!!! ^o^ <3

-Others will accept you when you've learnt to accept others.-

2007-04-10T21:24:00.000+08:00

Hey guys.. It seems like there were quite a lot of infos that I missed out in the past updates. Hehe.. Siput has finally achieved some courage to speak up first. Hehe.. That's great! ^^ But he somehow didn't feel that happy. =/ I wonder why..

And, I also shouted at the class again yesterday. They were horrendous! Trust me. Ms Tan was sick, sort of, and couldn't come to class for those English periods. I mean, I ain't no saint. Nor am I a devil, or whatever. But my moods were down, not really, I was just annoyed with the weather. It was hot, stuffy AND moist. What more could be worst than those?! And they had to add on to my misery by producing all those noise.. The teacher wasn't really strict too. She wanted to be strict. However, she failed quite miserably. So, I had to do it my way. Sorry guys.. But anyhow, I still had to. It's my job after all.

And on that night, Siput said something STUPID. WAHAHAH!! Isnu, you know what it is. BWAHAHAH!! But you know what? You don't have to go to the extend of committing suicide, you know. It's not like as if the whole world is falling onto you, yet. XDXD

We shall talk about today now. The day was fine. Met penguin in the bus stop in the morning. But guess what?! We're LATE!!! So, what did we do? We stopped at the bus-stop near GESS and ran! Yes, I said: RAN. When I say ran, I mean, RUN FOR YOUR LIFE!!! Did we run all the way to our school from there? Yeah, we did. We looked like a pair of idiots. However, that was fun! ^o^ teehee! We fulfilled our dreams of doing that again, didn't we?? XDXD remember the bus 32 incident? HEHEEH!!

After that, we did some group project and we went to the library. I borrowed a book today, entitled "The Little Prince". I'm sure that many of you have read this book. It's a wonderful book, isn't it? =] Which is why I'm reading it now! ^^

In the afternoon, I waited in school with Steffi. We talked and talked like there was no tomorrow. Oh! And I learnt how to fold stars as well XD gagaghaha!! Omg.. I'm so slow.. Plus.. Panda was saying "gw bolot gw bolot..." And Penguin insisted that we speak in English. So, she helped Panda to translate those words into English. It went like this: "I'm an idiot I'm an idiot..." WAHAHAH~~!!! XDXD

Also, Panda told me about the the whole nutz nutz nutty nutty language with the nutty nutty humans and nutty nutty nutz nutz whatever.. XD Migosh.. You gotta work someway outta nutty way, gurl! Haha!

Alright then, I shall end here tonight. OH!! Latest news, IZZAT ACHIEVED GOLD!! ^o^ Go Izzat! Go Izzat!! ehehehehe!!! =DDDD ^o^ I knew it!! I knew you could do it!! =]] hehehx!
OH~~ And

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANITA!! Yeah, it was her birthday on the 9th ! ^O^ i knew there was something which I had forgotten to write. I just couldn't remember what! So, right now, I have!!!

Happy Birthday to you~~
Happy Birthday to you~~
Happy Birthday TO ANITA....!!!
Happy Birthday to you~~~!!!

Okiez okiez.. Shall end tonight with some pictures! ^o^ heheheh

That's moi twin. Does she look like me? XD well, she's more attractive, of course. HAHA!

Now, these are my friends who came to my house on my birthday this year. Aren't they sweet?? ^o^

hehe! That's my sister's poor bear!! XD I hanged him there..

NOW, LET ME INTRODUCE TO YOU ZE BAND!!!!

AND THE FEATURED PHOTO OF THE DAY IS.....................................

WAHAHAH!!!Shall stop here now! ^^ see yaa!! =]]

-Cry When It Can't Be Helped; Cry When It Can Be Helped.-

2007-04-09T21:31:00.000+08:00

You know what? What you wish for may really come true sometimes. Just like my wish yesterday. However, before your wish comes true, you'll have to pay a price. Be it cheap, light, expensive or heavy. I wished that today would be a better day, didn't I? Guess what, it did, in a way. However, another heart-wrenching experience happened yesterday.
Fortunately, am not just any other girl you meet on the street or in your neighbourhood. So, I was able to withstand the pain I had to go through. Imagine this...

One night, after accompanying your mum, finishing your work as you've promised and called home informing on where you were - cuz apparently, you were late for your curfew thanks to the late-coming bus, everything seemed fine. Your dad was still happy and laughing, sort of. He talked to you nicely and trusted your words, well he SHOULD believe your words. After all, you didn't lie. Then things started to turn ugly again.
Out of the blue, your dad starting shouting at you while you were using the computer. Now, if that's not bad enough, he started threatening you. Cursing you that you would not do well in wadeva and saying that you would have a tight slap across your face or wadeva. How would you feel? Sad, of course.
Things didn't just yet. He had to repeat his words over and over again and insists that you had to sleep in the same room with him. And late at night, in your not-so-good mood state, you had to hear his horrible snores. Oh gosh! Why is this hell falling onto me? You must be thinking of that, aren't you? Well, or maybe How unlucky of me! or whatever it may be, I'm sure it's not a good situation anyway. So, yeah. You can come back to reality now.

I do not know how you guys will react to this. Some may rebel. Some play stupid, some break down OR chose to ignore. For me, I ignored them. I think that they should be really thankful to me. I did not rebel, neither did I do anything that would make them lose their faces!
Sometimes, I wonder. Do our parents ever care about our feelings, AT ALL?! I mean, the way they treat us could be even WORSE than the way they treat a DOG! Sheitness!

Anyway, today, I had a meeting with the lower-sec chairpeople and the DMs. We had to bring our books on the days assigned to us. Well, another task to take on, another experience to be gained. I was told to bring all my books of the day every Monday and Thursday. Which means that I will have to reach school at 7 AM on those two days. I wonder how long this project will last =/ I mean, it can really be tiring.. Especially with SYF around the corner!!! x_X

Then, we had band. Sir was really pissed off with us yesterday. I'm sorry! It's partly my fault.. I'm still unable to play some parts.. And I would say that I didn't do well today. I did practice a lot just now during sectionals. Until the point when I had a headache x_x shucks!! Haizz... No matter what, I'm still gonna work hard for it! Gold!!! I'm working towards you! I'm even thinking of bringing back my instrument on one of these days.. We only have 3 practices left!! Well, about 5 including the sectionals.. And there'll be NO MORE!! I'm so nervous!!!

Today, we were told about some of the schools' results.. OMG!! Some of them were really SHOCKING!! We didn't expect them to get THOSE results!! Well, gotta work hard!! C'mon!!! I hope that we will do ourselves proud. Our sirs, teachers and school, too, of course!! BAND!!! FIGHTING!!! Tomorrow is Izzati's turn!!! IZZAT!!! YOU CAN DO IT!!!! Don't have butter fingers ya!! (although I have the feeling that I myself will have..) and HAVE CONFIDENCE IN YOURSELF!! You've been a really great musician!! WAY BETTER THAN ME!! In fact, I ain't no musician at all!!!

Haiz.. Alright then! Shall stop here. EVERYONE!!! FIGHTING!!!!!!

-If You Don't Help Yourself, Nobody Else can.-

2007-04-08T22:41:00.000+08:00

Hey hey! How do you like my new alert?? XDXD haha! Well, I added that because i realised that my blog looks WEIRD when the screen is of a different resolution. Yes, I actually changed my screen resolution for a while there to check how it looked. And, it was rather shocking to me cuz everything looked distorted!! So.. For those of you who's screen resolution is not 1024 by 768, I'm so sorry if everything's in a mess =[ I hope that this notice will so-called solve your "problems".

Next, I think I've more or less covered what happened to me yesterday in that short paragraph. So, why don't we just move on to today's events? Hmm.. OH! Wait, I have something to add on to yesterday's post. Here it goes..

Well, Siput is dumb! Hahhah!! He stated a fact to me but forgot all about it and denied it. I then reminded him about what he said and he was like "Oh.. Shoot.. I said that ;;" HAHAHA!! And then I chatted with Isnu and.. MONIQ!!! XDXD teehee hee!! And well, I asked her when she's gonna quit it but well, she couldn't give me a specific time. Couldn't blame her. I can't give my friends a specific time too! However, do believe that I'll do it soon enough. Maybe, before I'm 20? Yeah.. So I asked her if it's possible by 20. However, it seems rather impossible. I wish she would change soon, really. I mean, this can't continue on. At LEAST, I do not want it to! So, yeah.. =/ Hmm.. I hope the future is gonna be real bright for us.

Anyway. I was asked to sleep last night. I was so pissed! He didn't even allow me to sleep with my cousin!! AH! What the hell! It's not like something WILL happen. Nothing will happen, definitely. I mean, we're even sleeping on separated beds!!! -____-''

Plus, i couldn't really sleep well that night. Oh wells, let's not broad over sad stuff. It's not good for health.

Today, I went out with my mum again, and my cousin. We went shopping.. And it was really tiring. Then my mum also said that I could study with my friends today. She said YES. So I didn't expect her to go back on her words. Especially not when I've given my words to my friends. So yeah.. I was kinda pissed off a bit just now.. But that's ok.. That's just parts and puzzle of life.

At least, she still allowed me to meet my friends at Tiong just now. There were Jenny, Eric and Leslie. I was so guilty just now.. I made them wait, did my work oh so slowly and did Leslie wrong. I'm so sorry Les.. Shouldn't have done what I did. I had no rights to do so. Please forgive me.. And Eric too for dirtying your shirt..

Anyway, today I've done almost all my work, which is a great news! Actually, I've done all though XD Hahha!! Hope for the best tomorrow!! =]]

-You're Nuts, I'm Nuts, We're Nuts! Nuts, Nuts, Nuts!!!-
adapted from Miranda.

2007-04-07T23:01:00.000+08:00

hey hey, it's me updating my blog again.. Yesterday was kinda horrendous for me.. My mom came, that was okay. And then my dad came. It was okay too. But for some reason, I do not know what.. They would always piss me off whenever they're here. Well, not all the time, of course. But most of the time.
Was it because of my insensibility? Or.. Are they just giving me some unnecessary burden which I'm trying to get rid of? To me, it'll most probably be the latter fact.

By the way, it's getting late now and my dad's coming this way. Can't talk much. So, I shall stop here for now ~.~ shucks~ so.. nitez everyone!! This has got to be my shortest post so far ^^;; LOL!

Btw, it'll be harder for me to update my blog nowadays.. My "k" has got problem..

-A Good Deed Will Lead To A Good Outcome. And A Bad Outcome Will Await A Bad Deed.-

2007-04-05T23:54:00.000+08:00

Well, today I planned to go for band after school. BUT I read the notice board saying that there would be no sectionals today. I was kinda sad but I got over it cuz I spent my time by helping Ms Wu with the CMC Board instead.
However, some of the photos were not in the CD. Neither were they in my thumbdrive. So, I had to look for them myself. I went to some of the teachers and students but I got none. Some because they did not take the photo is school, why some because of the fact that there wasn't even a person in that position (as in chairman, vice-chair or secretary). I even waited for a teacher just now till about 4PM.. I guess fatigue got the better of me and I decided that I should go home. Plus, she might have forgotten about our meeting anyway. It was supposed to be at 3-3.30 or so. -___-
Anyway, everything should be done by Monday (and I hope it WILL be done ~_~) or so.
Anyway, when I had done doing most of the CMC things just now,I met Leslie and then Shawn. I was kinda shocked cuz he sudden;y said that I looked pale. And I wondering, pale? Are you sure?? How pale am I anyway? And so I asked him. He said that my face had turned green - very pale, indeed. So I told myself that I had to rest this afternoon no matter what. That's what exactly happened just now. Hehe.. I peacefully slept in my bed while waiting for my tuition teacher XDXD
And today, Steffi is still feeling really guilty. Stef, Don't feel so guilty dong.. It's not your fault.. I think you really should not look down on yourself too much. C'mon girl! Build up your self-esteem ^^ cheer up!
And then the guys also asked me out today, but I rejected them. Anthon also planned an outing tomorrow to the East Coast Park. However, I rejected him as well. Sorry ya guys.. Me can't be there =/
Stephanie, dear, has also been meeting lots of problems lately and some of these things have been predicted by me before. So yeah, it must have been really annoying, yeah? But there's nothing we can do anymore. After all, I've tried everything I could. I've talked to that person, so have you. I've told her almost all(99%) the painful truth and so have you, too. Everything is up to that person now. It's his/her decision. It's something I'm not gonna meddle with and I know that you won't too although deep inside your heart you feel like doing something about it, right? Just cool down yeah =] and let's hope for the best!
Btw, Siput has been really sweet~ But gay -_- you're sick today!!! What the... And muahahaha!! At last! I know your blog!! Gagaaggahahhaha!! But never mind.. I shall be as quiet as a mouse about it. Hahaha!! And he's so gayly cute! gagahahah!! He missed me so much till I appear in his dream!! Bwahahaha!! XDXD gak becus!!
Yesterday, I talked to Isnu. Hehhee.. Gw blom tulis tentang ini ya nu.. wahhaha!! I asked him for a webcam convo.. And HE LOOKED LIKE A SMALL KID!!! XDXD BWAHAHHA!! I repeat: SMALL KID!!!! tahaah!! lucuu!! lucu lucu gak becus!! XDXD hahahah
Here, I'll let you guys see the picture. heheh.. ENJOY!!!

And aww.. I'm so sad.. Moo moo is leaving us today!! Hikz hikz and she won't be coming back from today onwards!! How sad is that!! :( She gave us Ferrero Rocher today. It's still with me now.. Can't bear to eat it X_X but well.. I guess I'm gonna eat it tomorrow.. Hikzz!! SADDD!!! Moo moo!!!

-My 1001 Facts, 1001 Logics and 1000001 Beautiful Lies.-
=]

2007-04-04T23:38:00.000+08:00

Hey guys.. Am not updating much today but that doesn't mean that nothing happened ya.. It's just that.. It's getting really late right now and I should rest.

Anyway, to cut long story short, I've done most of the CMC thing today and am glad that I did ^^. Some teachers talked to me too today. It was about something - not that important. However, it did piss me off. Some kind of attitude she had there. But Oh, whatever. So yeah, that's the outlines of today.

Last but not least, I'm not sure if many of you noticed this, but I did edit my template. Hehe.. Yesh, I did them myself. What's different? First of all, the body of my template has been moved to the right, slightly. And it's width had been expanded too. Hope it's more convenient for you guys now!! ^o^ hehe..

Cheers!

-Do not lower your level to that of a biatch;
Keep your head high, be confident and proud of yourself.-

2007-04-03T21:57:00.000+08:00

Gilaa!! Gak lucu bgt.. Hari ini gw capeee abiis!!! ~_~
Hmm.. Before that, I gotta thank Siput for staying all the way till morning.. At 2 AM plus.. Gosh. I'm so sorry I couldn't complete the composition on time. But I did anyway :P

And then today, I tried my best to stay awake today in school. Hehe. When there's a will, there's a way. It's something that Cindy believes in and yesh! I did it. Haha!! Ok fine, it's not a surprise anyway -____-

But anyway, thanks to me staying awake throughout the day, I'm freaking worn off right now. Especially because I had my tuition right when I reached home. It was really tiring for me... So, right now. I've decided to use my cousin's computer to update this blog and to chat on MSN =] Why is it so? That's because I know that I'm gonna be too tired to shut down my computer later on XD haha!! Lazy Cindy!

And anyway.. Siput, the terms and conditions which I stated yesterday were real. Well, of course not thoroughly, but at least the principles should be there. Nah, the main point should be there - you being more sociable and able to start a conversation with more confident. =D hee hee! No more shyness and "I've got nothing to talk about" attitude, okiez?? ^o^ heheheh~~

Next, I think I should share with you guys about the rumours which I heard since quite long ago. It seems that somebody has broken the rule of a belief some time ago (about a few yers ago?). All along, I thought that it was fine but I was told of the fact that such things were not allowed, at all. (eg. HIp-hop, rock and having "fun" unlike other gatherings). So it kinda shocked me, really.
After all, I've gone there myself and participated in some of their activities! They seemed fine. Nice people, great environment, melodious songs and - yes - fun. I also have many friends in there. Many of them are really nice friends too! So.. I'm really unsure of what to say right now. Hope that I'll know the real truth soon~

Now guys, I've received many weird messages lately. Messages which were never completed. It's like the author of it wanted to tell me something but whenver I asked for the continuation of it, no reply was to be seen. Of course, I could always conclude what they meant by those few words they sent but I can never be too sure. After all, I'm not them and I'll never know about what they're thinking about (although I do think that i understood them rather well. Well enough to decipher those messages all on my own).
But anyway, I shall things as they are right now. I can't force them to tell me. Neither can I jump to my own conclusions. So, they shall just be parts of the mysteries in my life =]

And oh yes! I'll try my best not to eat papayas for at least one week!!
Bye bye PAPAYAS!! me don't wanna be yellow ;;;;

-The Weak Will Seek The Weaker.-

2007-04-02T23:50:00.000+08:00

Hey, it's me again. I'm currently doing my homework right now. However, I just needed to stop and write these thoughts of mine down.
As I have always said since long long time ago, not many people understood me. "You may think that you know me; But you really don't." That's the quote which I commonly use. It sounded pretty ironic and hurtful but if it is the truth, I'm sure that I the people around me will have to face it sooner or later. Especially my friends. My close friends who have put all their trust on me.
Not too long ago, a friend of mine actually asked me this question: "Cin, so.. Are you two-faced?" I did not answer her question. All I replied was: "If you think so, then I am. What you think is what you get." I assured that friend of mine that no matter what happens, she has my words that I am not lying to her. I AM still the THE Cindy, no matter what.
My friend thought about it for a moment and agreed. So, that's about this topic for now.

Back to what happened just now. I realised that I lost the CD. Yesh, the CD which was entrusted to me by Ms Wu. It was a definitely no laughing matter. Each time I'm given a responsibility, I'll try to do my very best to accomplish it. However, was really disappointed in myself just now when I realised the missing CD. Hey guys.. Thanks for reassuring me that nothing bad is gonna happen ya.. Wouldn't have felt calmer without those words from you guys =] Although.. I know that I was retarded. I mean, how could I have the book in my possession but not the CD? -_- That's a question nobody will never know the answer too, I guess. The most reasonable answer I could think of right now is: Cindy, you're just a retard who needs to be treated first before being released again.
Ms Wu, thank you so much too for being so understanding. It was definitely my fault. Yet, you're so nice #.# it made me feel so guilty..

Next stop, about my day in school. It was.. Cool. I had a conflict with Ms Tong again I guess. LOL. She was just plain unhappy with me. Why is that? I dunno.. Maybe it's because of the fact that I dare to do certain things which are not appropriate. Or maybe She was just... Jealous? Hah! That's so unlikely. Anyway, who cares about what her problem was. All I knew was that she IS crazy. I've never seen any teacher screaming his/her head off like that before. Especially NOT to be. Hah! So you're the lucky number one. Are ya happy? ^^ And of course, you're also the lucky number one to be treated specially by me like that too! ^^ Teehee.. Aww~~ How special, huh?
Anyway, I was suspended from class just now. My friends passed b and were shocked to their wit-ends. Some of the teachers were pretty shocked too and Mrs Goh, our Vice-Principal was there too. She talked to me and I related the whole story to her. Mr Cheng was telling me that it was the first time anyone from.. My class ever got sent to the foyer. LOL. I guess he must be referring to.. Nevermind XD Hahax!
Overall, I think that staying in the foyer was kinda fun, actually =/ Hee hee! At least I've experienced something new today XD

Today, we had band. It was ok. Sir tried a new version of Sunrise, which was an "impactful" version of it. Haha! But I guess that style just don't work with us well. "You guys will get a COP if this continues on" he commented. Haha! XD It must have been REALLY horrible. Then, we got scolded at the end of the day cuz the band was noisy when sir was talking. Gee, our bad.. But I do think that the majors are getting weirder and weirder.. I'm referring to the last words we have to say after falling out, by the way.

And when I reached home today, Isnu did his "homework" XD teehee!! Which is.. The video!! Wheeee!! Hehehehhe!! Oh yeah.. I owe you guys a video!!! Hahah which I was supposed to show you guys yeasterday.. But I guess it just slipped out of my mind XD here they are!!!

This is Friendship 1

&

This is the latest Friendship Video he did (which was sent to me just today ^^)

Hee hee! Enjoy guys!! And this is Cindy signing off ^^

-You may think that you know me; But you really don't-

2007-04-01T17:44:00.000+08:00

It's only 6 PM now but for some reason I have the urge to write. Must have been the fact that I couldn't jot down everything that I've experienced so far. Well, since the past months, to be exact. And yes, I forgot to say "HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEILIANA!!!!" she had her birthday one day after Isnu's departure but I couldn't attend her party. I'm so sorry.

BT!!!! The humans living in this world.. I'm gonna tell you guys something:
I LOVE ERIC LOTS.. TO THE CORE
ISNU TOO.. MORE THAN ANYTHING
JENNY.. THE JENNY
LOVE YOU GUYS MAN!
gonna kiss you guys one day =] wait.. Jenny, I've kissed you. And Isnu, just wait in a while. And Eric, I love you more than the others, do you know that? Hehe.. Don't worry. I'm gonna steal your kiss ^o^ okie? hehehehe

Gila.. So MUCH for.. Sigh. Never mind.. Cindy, keep your cool. It's just HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY EVERYONE!!
-_- that doesn't help.. But at least it calms me down a bit.. Haiz.. MY GOD!!! -_________- Cindy, you're just too caring. Sigh. Too.. ARGGHH!! FREAK!! -_____-'' You guys are definitely the best. THE BEST! My gossshh!!! Why is it that when I prank people, I don't get pranked. And when I AM kinda enough not to PRANK people, I get pranked at? -__________________-'' SHUCKS!!! Karma, huh? What goes around, come's around. Sheitness!!! BUSED DEH!! My god.. Oh, it's 11.15 PM now btw.. Yes, I don't know what the hell I did the whole day, but I left the blog. So here's my continuation - with the sudden blast of.. exaggeration.

Next up, Eric's birthday is coming. And omg.. I was furious just now!! Like.. What the.. I totally thought that Isnu was angry at Eric!!! His acting was good man.. I was like, "how could he be so unreasonable out of nowhere???" adn ARGGHH!!! HAHAHAH!! Anyway, I wonder what the guys will do on that day =/ hmm..

Haha!! But you know what? I think I too exhausted right now.. After all those excitement XD I'll just leave you guys to see some pictures and videos of mine here =] cya guys around!!!

-Don't be deceived by appearance;
Know the true essence that lies beneath.
That's most important.-

that's my F1 Franky masterpiece XD

That's my F1 Eric Masterpiece XD

That's my overall masterpiece XD

That's me, in my younger days XD ou mst be thinking, is that a boy or a girl?

2007-03-30T23:38:00.000+08:00

haha! omg.. This is retarded.. But I just my picture with Stephanie on her blog!!! Omg!! It's the picture where we went crazy~~ And Ewww.. I look horrible in those pictures!! So.. Should I post it?? @_@ Maybe.. Next time XP wahaha!!

Anyway, I've passed the "novel" to Penguin today. So we used the plain-background version after all. Sigh. What a sad fact, but it's okay =] there was no harm trying after all, right? Although I'm near to going berserk cuz of siput's curse. Well, I'm sorry for myself. How could I be so vulnerable to curses? I mean, I'm not influenced easily or whatever. But for some reason, curses works really well =_= that sucks!

And after the whole session of chit-chatting with the guys just now, I started to realise that I'm starting to butt into people's business too much. I should really do something about - shall not be too nosey in the future.

And to my girlfriends out there. Hey, you aren't left out. Neither are you annoying or whatever. If you are, we will tell you straight in your face. At least I will, trust me. So don't feel guilty for nothing ya.. Hee hee!
Plus, yes, I haven't changed. I was like this, have been like this, am like this and maybe still be like this in the future. It's just the same Ole Cindy. Haha! =]]

Now, I had a really tiring day today. We performed for the school this morning. I think I did not-so-bad although I missed yesterday's practice cuz I wasn't free. But what's worse than the performance.. Was the marching pieces which we played at the parade ground. The Sun totally shone at my face @_@ Bet that I've become more tanned than I already am!! Gaahh..

And why am I still up at this kinda timing? Haha! Good question! I've got no idea myself ^^;; in fact, I have band practice tomorrow morning too.. So, I guess I should turn in soon. XD haha.. Or tomorrow may be quite ugly.. ;;;;

Btw.. I shall just post it.. Haha!! Shall just hide my face away!!

-Books are judged by it's cover, most of the time-

2007-03-28T20:12:00.000+08:00

gila!! it's been such a long time since my last post.. If only I had the time to update.. My internet broke down on me too.. But hee hee! thanks to my very generous cousin, I'm saved! ^o^ although I gotta call those people up soon. Anyway, let's cut the crap!

Sigh.. The last time i wrote.. Moniq was coming to SG. And she's miles and miles away from me now =/. The same goes for my sis. She's far away in Swiss.. There was this period of time where I didn't chat with her at all. But guess what? I just did yesterday ^^

Ok, pause. Let's get back to the past. During the Valentine's day. Yes, it's definitely a day not to be missed for some of us, especially those who have sweethearts. The things which happened could be categorized into two groups. 1) with many sweet memories and 2) with many sad or rather.. "odd" memories. And I happen to fall on both categories. Haha.. Thnx ya siput for the prezzie (although you did not give me on the day itself, but it's ok hehe) and the "odd" memory thanks to.. You-know-who. -_-
Well, to make matters even more interesting, I had a fever on Valentine's XD haha! How kewl! Gee. And some people thought that I had a boyfriend and that I went out and bla bla bla.. Hey, you know what? You're half right. I did went out. WITH my girlfriend. Not boyfriend.

And although Valentine's was over.. He did not give up.. In fact, he gave me that.. wand?? o_O and knelt down?? And ya.. You should understand. Sigh. That's a total no-no for Cindy. Not that it wasn't sweet enough, it was too.. weird. Sorry.
BUT! For some reason.. Things didn't seem to change. I wonder why.. And because of that.. Dozens of people knew and yeah.. It was like a war fire.

I didn't really care about that event though. Haha.. There were more important things waiting for me.. Chen's birthday came, so did her sister's. I went to their house.. Celebrated with their friends but I was empty-handed. my gosh T^T that's so.. Damn! But gee.. I hope they had a great time. They did seem happy anyway XD haha~~ Shan't be worried about this issue ^^

Oh! We met Captain Yusri too. He was part of the juridical thingy.. I'm not sure what though @_@ shucks.. My apologies. Anyway, I thought that he would be this though, serious and strict man. But gee.. The truth turned out to be the total opposite of my imagination. He's really nice! And fun.. humorous too =] he even said 'i hope you guys don't write me in your blogs' or something like that.. XD hahah.. All I remember is that he mentioned the word 'blog' kee kee XD
That Sunday, I went to the Istana together with Stephanie to see him. Hee hee!! bebek couldn't stand the heat!! XDXD I feel so bad.. But that's kinda funny though XDXD sorry!!! And Eunice, Aishah and Stockings were there too =]

Anyway, I shall write down the highlights that I had during the one-week holiday.

Now.. One of the highlights during my one-week holiday was.. Isnu's return to SG =D I'm sure that many of you agree with me XD Especially his wife - penguin. He was retarded though =/ but i guess love really IS blind. No wonder he did all those stuff XDXD hee hee!! And that penguin has weird things going on in her head about me and my accomplice muahahhaa!! But gee, my acting has always been good you know =] It was a a WEdnesday 14/03/07 Flight GA830 @ 7PM.
Was supposed to fetch him from the airport.. But I didn't.. For some freakin' reason but everything turned out alright, thankfully. HEe hee!! Cindy is quick-witted ya!! HEHEH since your plan A and B failed.. Hahah!! Plan C is always good =] Mir came too and we were nuts all they way.. OH! we even had a cheer!! Hee hee!! With the Jco donuts!! ^o^ thnx ya ko!! heheheheh love ya for that!! kekekeke

And throughout the whole week, we went out together.. Chatted and bla bla bla. Simply put, we simply had a WHALE of a TIME ^o^ hee hee!! Trus trus.. Pokoknya many things happened.. Sad, happy, shocking, embarrassing, painful and more..
Out of all these feelings.. One left a deep scar on me, It was the feeling of - disappointment. Not to myself or my friends but to none other than my own dad.
So what's up with him? Nobody knows. He's scared that I'll turn into a rotten egg? Well, you just showed me how much you distrust me. That hurt. Do you know how much the word 'trust' could mean? It could heal the broken-hearted and it could break the unbroken-hearts.
And just as I was thinking of giving up, I realised that 'Hey! I'm gonna hard for myself. Me, myself and nobody else.'
So yeah.. You aint gonna pull me down that easily. Mark my words =]

I've showed him wrong all this while. So, I kinda wonder what he's gonna do next.. Sigh.. Anyway, These past few days have been really tiring for me. Ever since school re-opened, I've been sleeping in school. Actually, it's thanks to the weather too. It totally sucks!!! It's warm.. Well, in fact, it's hot. And humid too.. I couldn't stand it!! The wind direction is wrong and whenever the wind direction is right, the breeze will be warm too. -_- I.feel.so.dead.
I need HELP!!! Gaaahh~~ It makes me forgetful.. Moody and bla bla bla~~ GAAAHHH!! HELP!!!

And I've been studying together with the other guys too.. Hehhe.. Well, I'm really guilty for yesterday.. So ya Ric!! &_& gosh~ I gotta leave half-way and he even treated me +_+ gilaa~~ I feel soooo bad!! And then arrghh!!! I just feel sooo GUILTY!! The other day when we go to East Coast as well.. I bet I made everybody's day BAD!! Hikzz hikzz!!! T^T yyyyyyeeeeiiii!! Guiltiness is buildig inside me.. But hey, overall, I everything that I went through are definitely gonna be in my memory for a long time.. =] well, unless my forgetfulness strikes again +_+

Oh.. and there were many other events too which I didn't mention too =] hehhee!! It's all up to me to know and for you to find out ;P

Till then, cyaz!!!

Let me tell you beautiful lies...

2007-01-29T00:44:00.000+08:00

hey.. My god.. I'm so moody right now.. Sad..
On the 25th.. She was hurt. Guess what? We were there. I was even in front of her. I thought nothing bad was happening and so I went into the room. When I went outside again, she was gone. So, I went somewhere else to do my stuff and moments later, when I came back, she came back with a hurt wrist. Of course I was angry! I asked her what happened and she told me. I was so furious but nevermind.. I shant talk about it anymore.
On the 26th.. It was a Friday.. Nothing much happened.. We went to Far East. Me, Steph, JB, Mir. We ate at Es Teler 77 and taught him moreIndo words.. And we bought anklets!! XD hehe.. However, I don't think I can fit into it.. :( oh wells.. SHUCKS!! XDXD
Oh yeah.. JES!! Hope you're alright!!
Then on the 27th.. I had band as usual and we went out together after the band. First, we went to Resto Surabaya to celebrate Jenny and Wilona's birthdays!! ^^ Happy Birthday guys!!! =D hope you guys had a fun time!! Well, we had about 10 people. Me, Jenny, Mir, Steph, Dewi, Reagina, Siska, Steffi, Wilona, Leslie, Jessica and Javier.. Okay, that should be all.. (sorry if I missed out anyone @_@) so 12 peepz!! And we ate.. And laughed and took pictures!! =]]
After that, I went to the Somerset MRT together with Wilona.. She had another party with her fam while I need to go to Chenliana's house. It was her sister's birthday.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEYLINDA!! =]] Ya.. I reached there at about 5.. My HP's battery was low at that point of time. I contacted her so many times but no one picked it up. I was about to leave but to think about it, I went through all the trouble to go there. So, I stayed. At last, my battery went flat and I went through so much trouble finding some public phone and the phone card.. My god.. I felt so frustrated and angry. I was like.. HELL! -_______-;; GRRR my GOD!!! Could have just killed somebody.. But I shant spoil the day and their fun. But omg.. I became so broke.. Sigh..
After the party, me, Chen, Angle, Carolyn and another gal (sry I didnt knw ur name) went out together to Cineleisure. Yep, I did make new friends.. Tapi sebenarnys gw uda kenal sama itu cewe kacamata sejak lama seh.. Haahaha.. Cuman.. Err.. Gw rada gak suka sama itu anak.. Gara2 Chen.. kita jadi kluar bareng lage..) So actually.. Gw rada marah itu hari.. Chen, if you're reading this.. Ehem ehem.. =___=+
Trus.. Gitu deh.. Tuh cewe minta add gw.. Tapi gw masih blom kasih.. Kalo beneran mau baru gw kasih deh.. Tapi kalo ngak.. Ya udah.. Habis itu, udah.. Di birthdaynya gw cuman bantuin untuk BBQ.. Trus balik dech~~
Lalu.. Hari ini dateng juga akhirnya!! ^o^ hehehe senenggg deh!! Tadi pagi gw bangun skitar jm 11an.. I know it's early and I was freakin dead tired too.. So, after the tuition, I quickly went back to my bed XD wahahha!! Couldn't take it no more!! And at 5 plus, I woke up again.. Heheh.. And guess wad?? I heard good news!!! XDXD haha!! From Isnu!! GILA!! THNX BGT GUYS!! ISNU AND ERIC!!! THE HEROS!!!! WHEee.. I hope that guys stops.. I mean, he's really understanding and that's so nice!! ^^ thnx too ya!! so Mir.. I was seirously happy for you.. My gosh~~ Haha!! I could've jumped up and down.. But I didn't XDXD I just stayed put but I couldn't hold in the excitement.. So I called Steph!! XDXD and we talked suppperrrr longgg!! wahaha~~
But after that.. Bad news always comes.. Sigh.. You know what.. You shouldn't think about it too much.. I'm sure that lots of other families faced that too.. Even mine do! It's just about how each one of us think about it.. Seriously speaking, life is just like a game. You either play it, conquer it and wins. Or give up and loses. I know that I'm nuts in saying this. But that's how you describe life, in simple words. Of course, life can be more than that, MUCH more. So yeah, live you lives people!! I have to live mine too.. Sighs.
So anyway, I conforted her, as always. And hoped that things would change for the better. #_____# haizz.. Wonder why I don't cry for myself sometimes.. Seeing all those people cry so easily for themselves.. Some of them don't even know that other people are facing bigger problems compared to them.. Life is just so unfair sometimes.. Well, not sometimes.. Most of the time.. =____=;; GRRRR haiz..
You think you know me.. But you really don't.
Okay.. Whatever~~!! Moniq is coming back!!! ^o^ yey~~~!!! Hehehehe!! WHEEE!!! In 3 more days time!! I'm soo gonna be nostalgic when that time comes~~ XDXD woo hoo!! Just hope that my mum will allow me to go out.. Cuz most probably, she wont. So yeah.. But anyway.. If we could hide ourselves.. Kekekkekekek he he he he he.. We could even open bottles!! XD oh sheit.. Wait.. I'm broke.. Oh!!! I can always find some ways... =]] hehehe!!
Hmm.. So.. That's it for now.. We're having school agian tomorrow.. And that's just the ways things are.. I can't change anything for now.. But I do hope I can in the future.. Well.. Maybe I will.. Or not.. =X

It's all in you.

What you think, what you do.

2007-01-26T01:07:00.000+08:00

hehe~ heylloww~~ I've changed my layout!! ^^ how do u like it?? Hmm.. I'm still working on it though.. I still need the tag board, links and etc~~ XDXD hehehe!!!
Oh! And I'll update about today soon enough.. Well, not today. But one thing's for sure.. The worst is just about to begin.. You have seen aint nothing yet.
Cheers!

When things turned out

as how you've thought they would...

What happens next..?

2007-01-24T23:40:00.000+08:00

Hehehe!! hey guys.. Man.. It's just the starting of the year only... it's like the 24th of Jan.. And yet so many things/events have happened!!! Gila ajee!!
Let's see..3rd Jan.. It was the starting of a new school year and I was waiting for Mir! XDXD hahah so yeah.. I was already damn excited!! Cuz she actually transferred sch.. And then for his case.. I'm not sure why.. But, of course, i did hear words. =/ sigh.. Anyway!! That's not important!!
Next, Mir finally came to sch. I made a guess as to which class she would get into and I'm.. Well, kinda right XD haha!! Then, weird things started to happen.. hmm.. That gal started to go with her.. and left everyone else behind.. And then she tried to drag her together again with the others. However, things weren't as simple as THAT! And then.. She told me. But, there's nothing I could do! And just now.. She sounded like as though I'm a 'thing' and she had stolen me from her.. But oh!! I dunno!!! #______#;;;;
And then.. We had happy days and sad days and yesh.. The history repeated itself. And she complaint to me. So I tried to help her as much as I can.. Especially when I know who he IS! So I talked to them and his frens just got annoying.. -______-;; But Mr Toh was looking at us (well, me) so I cut it off. Then, they seemed to be starting it again today.. Hmphh... Annoying~~
Hehe!! there was also this once.. When Me, Jenny and Mir went to school together.. It was actually raining and Jenny made us board the bus 32.. LOL!! Haha!! She thought that it was 132!! hello~~ Jen my dear.. The 1 is missing!!! XDXD so we had to walk.. And guess wad?? I found something cool that morning.. WAHAHAH!! Everytime 'Jenny jelly penguin' was called out.. The rain got heavier and heavier!! XDXD haha!! SERIOUS!! At first I was like "jenny jelly penguin!" *thunder sound* and sszzzzhhhhh!!! then I added again SSZZZZHHH!!! so I stopped and it became a drizzle again.. An d when I started saying those words again, it rained heavily again!! Haha.. and we were kinda freaked out XD wahahah!! Then Mir didn't believe me and tried it out too.. And we had to walk faster but after awhile, it cooled down again. THEN!! THE Jenny!! Didn't believe us and started chanting it out LOUD until we had to run for it!!! LOL!! HOW COOL IS THAT MAN!! XDXD hahah!!
Then on the 21st.. Yesh!! My birthday.. I wasn't expecting anyone, at all!! Hehehe. Freda, sweet as always, wanted to spend the whole day with me!!! ^o^ YEY!!!! hee hee!! So she came to my house! (yesh, I didn't invite anyone.. Cuz i do realise that everyone is so busy this year.. And there are so many events going on. E.g. THAT DISGUSTING GUY!!! But what I'm most angry about is.. HOW COULD HE HOLD IT ON THE DAY I WAS BORN?!?!? GRRRR) And then.. Suddenly.. Jelly penguin came!! And the whole Indos came!! XDXD waaahh!! They raided mah house!! Hehhe.. And thnx to my very efficient sister and tante.. Hehe!! We had a fun day!! Oh oh!! i gotta add this..
THANK YOU GUYS SO VERY MUCH!! IT MADE MY DAY A GREAT ONE!! PLUS THANX FOR THE CAKE YA!! AND THE PRESENTS TO!! YOU GUYS REALLY DIDN'T HAVE TO.. But you guys did!! And I'm just so thankful^^ heheh.. and for my friends whom I've known since long long time ago.. Heheh!! Thank you guys too!! Hehe.. and Alfreda for being there with me every year.. And those who wished me, wherever you are and whoever you are!! ^^ I'll cherish those very much =]]
Hehehhe.. And Isnu juga dtg on that day!! ^o^ haha!! So sweet.. Dia and Mir wanted to give me a surprise.. (he didn't tell me that he came back to SG XD) hehe.. So cool ya!! hehheheh
And.. Guess wad?? The next day, right after my birthday.. I had a headache. Bagi anak2 indo!! Hahahah!! Kalian ngerti dong pasti~~ kekekee!! SAKIITT!!! XDXD wahhha.. And oh!! ada 2 exceptionals~~ kekeke!!! LOL ya.. Trus kan kita2 ke lapangan terbang gitu.. Send Isnu balik ke Indo. Haha!! tapi before that, kita sampe di sananya kan skitar 1 hour before take-off gt.. Jadi makan2 dech!! pesawatnya kan di terminal 1.. Tapi gara2 ide gilanya kita2.. jadi ke terminal 2 deh!! Makan Sakae Sushi!! XDXD wahhaha.. Udah gt, Buffet lagi!! WAHAHAH!! Seru bgt deh pokoknya!! Trus kita org di situ sampe waktu Isnu sisa 15 menit gt.. Wahaha!! Akhirnya kita rush.. whahaha!! Trus di skytrain masih bisa ambil foto2 gt lagi.. XD haha!! Ok deh.. Foto2nya gak gw post deh.. Takut nanti ada siapa gt liat.. XD wahahha!! tpai.. tempura ice-creamnya gw post!! XDXD wahahha!! so fun!! See guys!! hehehe!!! I knew you're gonna love it!! XDXD heeheheheh!!
Then Steffi and Wilona and Justin gave me a prez the next day!! ^^ so sweeett!!! Hehehe!! theye ven wrapped it up nicely.. Oh.. And then.. Mir, Steph, JB, Leslie, Jenny and me went to TBP.. Haha.. WE ate our dinner there XD hmm.. It was fun as well.. We chatted and played.. and ate.. After all those, Mir looked super tired. And JB was sort of concerned... But then they went home after that while I still had tuition.. Now, the thing is, I took 16 and missed my stop. So I had to walk soooo far!! And my tuition, which was supposed to be at 7.45.. Became 8 ++ pm.. Haizz.. Thnx Shen Lao shi!! ^o^ hehehe.. She waited for me patiently and she gave me ice-cream to eat!!! YUMMY!! And I reached home at about 10++ OMG!! TIRING AS HELL!!! Oh.. btw, anyone need a chinese tuition teacher?? Don't hesitate to tell me! XDXD hahaha!! oh yeah, on this morning.. anak2 indo juga padaan kumpul di gate trus masuk barengan satu rombongan gt XD wahhaha!!
And after all those fun, I went online and Isnu is online.. Ko.. CHILL!!! Yesh, I'll change. Don't you worry. NOW is just not the right time yet.. I need time too, ya knw.. Heheh!!! TEROBSESI dgn Xtreme makeover!! XDXD wahahahah!!!
And then today.. Morning steph cinta amat ama gw XD hahaha uda telpon.. tungguin kita di bus stop jg~~ hehe!! and then talked to Ms tan.. Hmm.. Dia respect my decision katanya.. Yg gw gak accept OSIS itu lho.. Hmm.. Katanya gw orgnya faithful XD haha.. Thankie~~ and then in the afternoon.. I went with Mir for the 'press conference' OMIGOSH!! It's the worst press conference I've ever known.. But it's kinda funny too =]] ehhehe!! Cuz it's so informal!! XDXD and OMG!! boss is a member of it.. PLUS Jessica is the chairman of the project!! WOO HOO!! XDXD haha.. And ya.. Some other friends of mine were also part of it. Trus after that, we went to teh dance studio.. WAHAHA!! HORRIFYING!! XDXD wahahha.. Omg.. oh.. and before that Mrs Ong kicked us out of the PAC XD haha.. But after that we went there again to see for a while.. haha.. And after looking at the dancers, we went back to the ESP room.. Took our bags and JB followed us =]] gak tau napa Anita gak mau ikut.. Gw tau sih.. Dia kayaknya rada gak suka gt.. But ok.. Hmm.. Shant touch on that. Trus Steph has tuition.. :(( sad sad.. Haha.. So it was left with the 3 of us only..
We took so long.. Almost forever to choose which place to go to eat.. So in the end I suggesteed my house. But then I realised that my house no longer hs stock for instant noodles and fish XD haha.. And then JB is so evil.. Yesh, my house is going through a period of "famine" for the moment. But the dont worry. the 'crops' will bloom soon enough XD whahaha!! So we ate at anchorpoint in the end..
We went into the food court.. I was so shocked.. we saw.. COCKROACHES.. I mean, food courts or wadeva place are NOT supposed to be dirty.. Their cleanliness should be at the tip-top condition and YET we see all those..Dity stuff.. O_O holy.. Then Mir decided that we should eat at Deli instead.. So we moved.. Haha.. And ate at Deli.. After we eat.. We talked.. And his stories always surprised me.. It was as though I'm hearing my own story, with the same story-line, coming out form another person's mouth but in a different plot (well, do u get wad i mean?). So yeah.. And I felt really sad.. It's like I could have cried there and hugged him. But, of course, I didn't. And then we went to IKEA. He went off to meet his friend while we go to an ATM. Then she went home too and so did I.
I was so freakin tired.. I came back and sat at the sofa.. Was watching the American Idol when I could take it no more.. So I slept there.. Hehehe.. After American Idol, I went back to my room to sleep and then I bathed at 9.20+.. heheheh!! Then I watched the TV show and got online!! ^^ haha~~ so that's it for now.. hmm.. I've summarized my days.. Hope I didn't miss anything!!

-Love Travis, Lee Minwoo, ShinHwa and Se7en!!!-

2007-01-22T00:47:00.000+08:00

hey hey~~ i wonder if this blog works.. cuz the other blog broke down on me T^T